puppyboy264
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hai guys this is probably gonna be a long post cuz i be yappin sometimes o.o
also im gonna try not to include to many personal details cuz i dont wanna get doxed >_<
im also gonna try and avoid talking about my ex .-.
first off i confirmed that the girl i mentioned a couple of times doesn't have a crush on me, which i didn't mind too much :3 its still nice to have friends :0
i have been needing female attention though recently which is wierd cuz ive been hanging around alot of girls, friends and non friends.
speaking of that some people around me have started getting really close to me for some reason and im not very used to it so i don't like it ewe
for example the other day i spent the entire day with one of my friends and we were just frolicing around, shes also the one that told me to sideload spotify
ive been hanging around with my friends alot
but if anyone asks im an overweight loser with no friends and i cant talk to people
anyways
ive been super hyperactive recently for some reason owo
maybe thats why im so attention deprived
it has really kicked in recently and i cant tell why
ive also gotten bored of literally every game i play recently. including deadlock, cs2 and apex T-T
im going back home in a month which is super exciting but also im kinda sad cuz ive made so many friends in the us and i finally adapted properly ewe
its crazy cuz ive inly been here for two years, i wish i didn't waste my first year bot socializing and only being w my ex x-x
i wouldve had alot more friends and socializing ewe
sometimes i genuinely wish we didnt meet cuz she also kinda internaly fucked up my perception of love and sex
she also boosted my confidence so these past few months of remembering i am sub3 have been devastating
im gonna end this thread with some plans for when i get home and stuff
first off all im gonna hang out w my hb
I ACTUALLY MISS HIM SO MUCH
we still talk but i hate texting and phone calls so not as much
he was super drunk and nice today when i let him borrow my cs2 prime account TwT
i got kinda jealous cuz he was drunk with his friend and not me hmph UnU
im also gonna see alot of other friends
i hope its not too akward though cuz one of my closest friends told me that she always had a crush on me even when she had boyfriends and she just never told me
i hope she doesn't have a crush on me TwT
I an thankfully going back to the normal me and i am back to knowing that nobody will ever romantically love me
which is good cuz i like that feeling
it helps me stay positive and friendly to everyone and not get overly attached and emotional owo
yeah so tldr
nobody likes me and im scared of moving owo
im probably gonna make a another thread tonight before i sleep cuz ive been having one specific thought on my mind owo
thanks for reading ik its a long post TwT
have a nice day :3
also im gonna try not to include to many personal details cuz i dont wanna get doxed >_<
im also gonna try and avoid talking about my ex .-.
first off i confirmed that the girl i mentioned a couple of times doesn't have a crush on me, which i didn't mind too much :3 its still nice to have friends :0
i have been needing female attention though recently which is wierd cuz ive been hanging around alot of girls, friends and non friends.
speaking of that some people around me have started getting really close to me for some reason and im not very used to it so i don't like it ewe
for example the other day i spent the entire day with one of my friends and we were just frolicing around, shes also the one that told me to sideload spotify
ive been hanging around with my friends alot
but if anyone asks im an overweight loser with no friends and i cant talk to people
anyways
ive been super hyperactive recently for some reason owo
maybe thats why im so attention deprived
it has really kicked in recently and i cant tell why
ive also gotten bored of literally every game i play recently. including deadlock, cs2 and apex T-T
im going back home in a month which is super exciting but also im kinda sad cuz ive made so many friends in the us and i finally adapted properly ewe
its crazy cuz ive inly been here for two years, i wish i didn't waste my first year bot socializing and only being w my ex x-x
i wouldve had alot more friends and socializing ewe
sometimes i genuinely wish we didnt meet cuz she also kinda internaly fucked up my perception of love and sex
she also boosted my confidence so these past few months of remembering i am sub3 have been devastating
im gonna end this thread with some plans for when i get home and stuff
first off all im gonna hang out w my hb
I ACTUALLY MISS HIM SO MUCH
we still talk but i hate texting and phone calls so not as much
he was super drunk and nice today when i let him borrow my cs2 prime account TwT
i got kinda jealous cuz he was drunk with his friend and not me hmph UnU
im also gonna see alot of other friends
i hope its not too akward though cuz one of my closest friends told me that she always had a crush on me even when she had boyfriends and she just never told me
i hope she doesn't have a crush on me TwT
I an thankfully going back to the normal me and i am back to knowing that nobody will ever romantically love me
which is good cuz i like that feeling
it helps me stay positive and friendly to everyone and not get overly attached and emotional owo
yeah so tldr
nobody likes me and im scared of moving owo
im probably gonna make a another thread tonight before i sleep cuz ive been having one specific thought on my mind owo
thanks for reading ik its a long post TwT
have a nice day :3



