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How do normal people have the motivation to get up in the morning and actually work towards something?
All I can think about are copes, it isn’t even that I’m necessarily depressed I just can’t see a purpose to committed self-improvement.
I try my hardest to stay disciplined but without any promise of fulfilment, I don’t have any reason to align myself with an idealised version of myself, if that makes sense.
I know deep down that nothing is really gonna change, regardless of whether or not I “achieve my goals” or whatever.
It’s a weird feeling, I don’t know which path to take because my brain is too existentially fucked.
Can anyone relate?
All I can think about are copes, it isn’t even that I’m necessarily depressed I just can’t see a purpose to committed self-improvement.
I try my hardest to stay disciplined but without any promise of fulfilment, I don’t have any reason to align myself with an idealised version of myself, if that makes sense.
I know deep down that nothing is really gonna change, regardless of whether or not I “achieve my goals” or whatever.
It’s a weird feeling, I don’t know which path to take because my brain is too existentially fucked.
Can anyone relate?
