
iblamemandible7
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How do you keep going when life has so many things stacked against you? Where tf are you finding the drive and the motivation to continue?
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I dont wanna make my parents sad but atp idk if its worth it im thinking about killing myself soonHow do you keep going when life has so many things stacked against you? Where tf are you finding the drive and the motivation to continue?
Yeah I feel you bro I could never commit to that for many reasons but the biggest is what it would do to my familyI dont wanna make my parents sad but atp idk if its worth it im thinking about killing myself soon
Im probably to much of a high inhib bitch to kms tbh that how much of a waste of sucking oxygen i amYeah I feel you bro I could never commit to that for many reasons but the biggest is what it would do to my family
Sometimes I get a spark of motivation to defy the odds and give it my all but it's always snuffed out by something, every time, and I just end up ldaring thinking why botherI dont wanna make my parents sad but atp idk if its worth it im thinking about killing myself soon
I got over those awhile ago idk what im doing just waiting for death i dont wanna be a burden but the hardships of life arent worht living when I cant find happinessSometimes I get a spark of motivation to defy the odds and give it my all but it's always snuffed out by something, every time, and I just end up ldaring thinking why bother
Yeah exactly bro, as an nd subhuman the cons vastly outweigh the pros, zero respect, zero dignity, zero appreciation, all for things out of your controlI got over those awhile ago idk what im doing just waiting for death i dont wanna be a burden but the hardships of life arent worht living when I cant find happiness
I just wanna die in my sleep tonight ive always been atheist but when i was younger i would beg him to kill me in my sleep every night even tho I knew nothing would happenYeah exactly bro, as an nd subhuman the cons vastly outweigh the pros, zero respect, zero dignity, zero appreciation, all for things out of your control
There has to be some way towards a happy life, there has to be a perfect combination of surgeries and therapies and self improvement, but it's so much effort right now when you're already putting all the effort you have left into not drowning in the sea of your misery, it never happens, and the days continue passing by
Deep down I always knew God couldn't be real, because why does he sentence one baby to a life of hell and another to a life of heaven, yet call us equals? Even we are relatively lucky being in first world countries with healthcare and internet, but it's just crazy to think about.I just wanna die in my sleep tonight ive always been atheist but when i was younger i would beg him to kill me in my sleep every night even tho I knew nothing would happen
If god is real he better kill me soon I swear to fucking god i hate himDeep down I always knew God couldn't be real, because why does he sentence one baby to a life of hell and another to a life of heaven, yet call us equals? Even we are relatively lucky being in first world countries with healthcare and internet, but it's just crazy to think about.
Is there anything you can find joy in? The only thing I care about is isolating myself and listening to music and smoking to feel something. My life is shit, I do nothing and am a lazy bum with no skills in anything, my parents know it, my family knows it, everyone knows it, I just try to escape and distract myself from my life because I know even if I tried it would be shit and I would be humiliated for itIf god is real he better kill me soon I swear to fucking god i hate him
Yes but the joy gets sapped out because I imagine what i looks like as I doing shit and want to kms for example at the mall other day having good day I saw a mirror and my entire day was fucking ruined it was supposed to be a good day with mom and brother I ended up not getting shoes umor clothes i just wanted to fucking go homeIs there anything you can find joy in? The only thing I care about is isolating myself and listening to music and smoking to feel something. My life is shit, I do nothing and am a lazy bum with no skills in anything, my parents know it, my family knows it, everyone knows it, I just try to escape and distract myself from my life because I know even if I tried it would be shit and I would be humiliated for it
The only thing that ruins my day more than seeing a mirror is opening snap or having someone take a picture with meYes but the joy gets sapped out because I imagine what i looks like as I doing shit and want to kms for example at the mall other day having good day I saw a mirror and my entire day was fucking ruined it was supposed to be a good day with mom and brother I ended up not getting shoes umor clothes i just wanted to fucking go home
We are the same person i fucking despise it holy fuckThe only thing that ruins my day more than seeing a mirror is openhaving someone take a picture with me