Quick question abt derealization

[ihatefoids65]

A year ago I was laced with spice and I think I greened out (I don’t actually know what happened I js had a panic attack) now I’ve been stuck with constant derealization ever since. Was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience and know how long the derealization will last

 

[cryptt]

yea u fucked brotato

 

[elliottttt]

nigga u was never laced with spice. You triggered epigenetic changes in your body (increasing tolerance) so you went into precipitated withdrawal once your high ended, causing you psychosis and derealisation

 

[cryptt]

nigga u was never laced with spice. You triggered epigenetic changes in your body (increasing tolerance) so you went into precipitated withdrawal once your high ended, causing you psychosis and derealisation

doesnt happen instantly in one session

 

[ihatefoids65]

nigga u was never laced with spice. You triggered epigenetic changes in your body (increasing tolerance) so you went into precipitated withdrawal once your high ended, causing you psychosis and derealisation

Don’t think I got phsycosis

 

[ihatefoids65]

doesnt happen instantly in one session

I was smoking bud for like half a year before and doing carts (fuck know what was in them ) but I used to green all the time idk why it was that time that triggers this tho

 

[elliottttt]

U did nigga
thats why u think u got laced
maybe u don't got the voices yet

 

[ihatefoids65]

U did nigga
thats why u think u got laced
maybe u don't got the voices yet

If I had phsycocsis I’d know by now. It’s been a whole year

 

[cryptt]

I was smoking bud for like half a year before and doing carts (fuck know what was in them ) but I used to green all the time idk why it was that time that triggers this tho

probably drug induced derealization go to a psychiatrist already bro

 

[elliottttt]

I was smoking bud for like half a year before and doing carts (fuck know what was in them ) but I used to green all the time idk why it was that time that triggers this tho

dude its because THC-COOH accumulation led to receptor damage and epigenetic changes like internalisation and downregulation (basically tolerance).
thats why ur still fucked afterwards
Your receptor tone never went back to baseline
you could try microdose thc to resensitise your receptors

 

[elliottttt]

If I had phsycocsis I’d know by now. It’s been a whole year

Nigga part of psychosis is not knowing u have it.
Ur receptors are fried
you need to resensitise them

 

[elliottttt]

you 100% have mild psychosis

 

[alurmo]

ur

A year ago I was laced with spice and I think I greened out (I don’t actually know what happened I js had a panic attack) now I’ve been stuck with constant derealization ever since. Was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience and know how long the derealization will last

ur brains fucked
ur minds fucked
ur neurotransmitters are fucked
ur life is fucked
maw R

 

[ihatefoids65]

Nigga part of psychosis is not knowing u have it.
Ur receptors are fried
you need to resensitise them

How would I do that. Also what would a micro dose be

 

[elliottttt]

ur

ur brains fucked
ur minds fucked
ur neurotransmitters are fucked
ur life is fucked
maw R

bro shut the fuck up he might actually believe that
the only true thing is that his neurotransmitters are fucked
also kindling effect

 

[ihatefoids65]

probably drug induced derealization go to a psychiatrist already bro

Went to the doctor when i first got it they did lit nothing they said it would go in a week but ig not

 

[elliottttt]

How would I do that. Also what would a micro dose be

The smallest amount of thc to cause a very slight change in perception. you must get VERY SLIGHTLY high like not noticeable. do it 3 times a day with long breaks in between or do it once a day whatever u want MAKE SURE THERE IS A LONG BREAK BETWEEN

 

[elliottttt]

Went to the doctor when i first got it they did lit nothing they said it would go in a week but ig not

doctors don't know fucking shit
Btw if you ever get a weed dependancy again don't cold turkey taper off
you will end up with the kindling effect.
Yes it applies to weed not exclusively alcohol

 

[ihatefoids65]

The smallest amount of thc to cause a very slight change in perception. you must get VERY SLIGHTLY high like not noticeable. do it 3 times a day with long breaks in between or do it once a day whatever u want MAKE SURE THERE IS A LONG BREAK BETWEEN

So like 1 rip of a cart? Haven’t smoked in probs 10-11 months so I’ll have hardly any tolerance

 

[alurmo]

bro shut the fuck up he might actually believe that
the only true thing is that his neurotransmitters are fucked
also kindling effect

wym kindling effect, boyo axually fucked his shit
realistically prob take a solid year or two to be normal

 

[elliottttt]

Not a rip. like a tiny tiny tiny puff smallest puff possible that actually absorbs
try do it once a day

 

[ihatefoids65]

Not a rip. like a tiny tiny tiny puff smallest puff possible that actually absorbs
try do it once a day

Alr thanks for helping

 

[elliottttt]

wym kindling effect, boyo axually fucked his shit
realistically prob take a solid year or two to be normal

search up the kindling effect. its how niggas be going into psychosis off of one high despite not smoking in a while or sum thinking they be laced. on a simple level its each withdrawal cycle u go through each one will become more intense. like for really kindled alcoholics they go into severe withdrawal after just two beers despite taking a huge break.

a nigga will smoke up then once the high is gone intense withdrawal sets in
withdrawal is not just sweating its also mania, depression psychosis etc etc

 

[ihatefoids65]

you 100% have mild psychosis

Just asked gpt mild phsycosis symptoms and it likely I have it, I went through a 2-3 month period believing that the life I was living wasn’t real and I thought I was in a salvia trip or smth

 

[elliottttt]

Alr thanks for helping

np g

i know this shit because my withdrawals are hell on earth. the worst depression ever i was suicidal.
and then i became manic which developed into psychosis but i was still kinda able to keep my shit.
i didn't sleep for 40 hours then id sleep 8 hours then not sleep for 40 hours again. man i was so cooked
the psychosis wasn't that severe it was kinda like an weak shit acid trip but then i started hearing voices and became terrified but thank God it went away. i only heard voices like an individual event like once or twice
It actually made my pattern recognition skills insane tho like crazy
i lit had 170 iq or sum bro i was going crazy
too bad i had a goldfish memory from too much za (its fine now)
I found all this out during a manic episode lmao
i also got expelled from school a month ago (someone snitched on me for having a cart)
so all this shit was not a good combo


im turned 16 a month ago asw lmaooo

 

[ihatefoids65]

np g

i know this shit because my withdrawals are hell on earth. the worst depression ever i was suicidal.
and then i became manic which developed into psychosis but i was still kinda able to keep my shit.
i didn't sleep for 40 hours then id sleep 8 hours then not sleep for 40 hours again. man i was so cooked
the psychosis wasn't that severe it was kinda like an weak shit acid trip but then i started hearing voices and became terrified but thank God it went away. i only heard voices like an individual event like once or twice
It actually made my pattern recognition skills insane tho like crazy
i lit had 170 iq or sum bro i was going crazy
too bad i had a goldfish memory from too much za (its fine now)
I found all this out during a manic episode lmao
i also got expelled from school a month ago (someone snitched on me for having a cart)
so all this shit was not a good combo


im turned 16 a month ago asw lmaooo

Dang bro I’ve never heard voices lol that would scare the shit out of me

 

[elliottttt]

Just asked gpt mild phsycosis symptoms and it likely I have it, I went through a 2-3 month period believing that the life I was living wasn’t real and I thought I was in a salvia trip or smth

yea bro im telling u
the withdrawal made my pattern recognition insane
thats how i was able to draw all the connections to all this shit and figure out this stuff
theres so much fucking misinformation on the internet and actual research papers agree with what i say lol and actual knowledgable people with experience on the topic agree with my theory lmao. maybe im a genius

since my money dried up i couldn't microdose nor taper so i just used natural endocannabinoid stimulation to try and heal my receptors it sort of worked but is incredibly stressful on the body especially in a withdrawal no sleep no food state. i went for a long ass bike ride to release endocannabinoids

lemme know if microdose works

ngl u could do excersize but its easier to microdose

 

[elliottttt]

Dang bro I’ve never heard voices lol that would scare the shit out of me

yea it scared the shit outta me i started panicking thinking i got sevre psychosis and was scared i was gonna kill someone lol but thank God it each incident was like a brief second of hearing voices

 

[ihatefoids65]

yea bro im telling u
the withdrawal made my pattern recognition insane
thats how i was able to draw all the connections to all this shit and figure out this stuff
theres so much fucking misinformation on the internet and actual research papers agree with what i say lol and actual knowledgable people with experience on the topic agree with my theory lmao. maybe im a genius

since my money dried up i couldn't microdose nor taper so i just used natural endocannabinoid stimulation to try and heal my receptors it sort of worked but is incredibly stressful on the body especially in a withdrawal no sleep no food state. i went for a long ass bike ride to release endocannabinoids

lemme know if microdose works

ngl u could do excersize but its easier to microdose

I go to the gym anyway so I guess I’ll start microdosing. The thing that scares me tho is that if I get addicted again then it’s likely this derealization will last a lot longer. I’m also wondering do u not have any phsycosis or derealization symptoms anymore

 

[ihatefoids65]

yea it scared the shit outta me i started panicking thinking i got sevre psychosis and was scared i was gonna kill someone lol but thank God it each incident was like a brief second of hearing voices

Yeah when I first got it it stay up all night researching scitzo and phsycosis symptoms bro I would not let myself sleep

 

[elliottttt]

I go to the gym anyway so I guess I’ll start microdosing. The thing that scares me tho is that if I get addicted again then it’s likely this derealization will last a lot longer. I’m also wondering do u not have any phsycosis or derealization symptoms anymore

Na i don't got derealisation or psychosis symptoms anymore.
if u ever get addicted just taper off it to reduce the severity of the withdrawal

kindling is very real
a lot of 'hangover' people complain about is just kindling lol

i hope it works for u.

if it's not working

you could also K hole yourself at the same time of the microdose because ketamine induces LTP
or maybe K hole yourself WITHOUT the microdose
BTW if you ever get addicted to opiates
wait till withdrawal then K hole yourself and then get a friend to narcan u. do this until withdrawal is gone

sorry theres too much too explain on the ketamine shit

 

[cryptt]

np g

i know this shit because my withdrawals are hell on earth. the worst depression ever i was suicidal.
and then i became manic which developed into psychosis but i was still kinda able to keep my shit.
i didn't sleep for 40 hours then id sleep 8 hours then not sleep for 40 hours again. man i was so cooked
the psychosis wasn't that severe it was kinda like an weak shit acid trip but then i started hearing voices and became terrified but thank God it went away. i only heard voices like an individual event like once or twice
It actually made my pattern recognition skills insane tho like crazy
i lit had 170 iq or sum bro i was going crazy
too bad i had a goldfish memory from too much za (its fine now)
I found all this out during a manic episode lmao
i also got expelled from school a month ago (someone snitched on me for having a cart)
so all this shit was not a good combo


im turned 16 a month ago asw lmaooo

holy shit nigga allat at 16 are u okay

 

[ihatefoids65]

Na i don't got derealisation or psychosis symptoms anymore.
if u ever get addicted just taper off it to reduce the severity of the withdrawal

kindling is very real
a lot of 'hangover' people complain about is just kindling lol

i hope it works for u.

if it's not working

you could also K hole yourself at the same time of the microdose because ketamine induces LTP
or maybe K hole yourself WITHOUT the microdose
BTW if you ever get addicted to opiates
wait till withdrawal then K hole yourself and then get a friend to narcan u. do this until withdrawal is gone

sorry theres too much too explain on the ketamine shit

Yeah Im ngl I doubt I’m doing ket. Heard that fucks up your bladder

 

[elliottttt]

holy shit nigga allat at 16 are u okay

yea

 

[ihatefoids65]

yea

Also why did u get snitched on for cart. I don’t get why ppl be snitching on others for that when it doesn’t affect them in any way

 

[elliottttt]

that FUCKING FAGGOT DID IT BECAUSE HE THOUGHT DOING THAT SHIT WILL MAKE HIM HEAD OF HOUSE HE WANTS TO BE FUCKING MATURE AND RESPONSIBLE BLAH BLAH BLAH FUCKING NIGGER
also our housemaster hated me and wanted to see me gone

 

[ihatefoids65]

that FUCKING FAGGOT DID IT BECAUSE HE THOUGHT DOING THAT SHIT WILL MAKE HIM HEAD OF HOUSE HE WANTS TO BE FUCKING MATURE AND RESPONSIBLE BLAH BLAH BLAH FUCKING NIGGER
also our housemaster hated me and wanted to see me gone

Dam there so many nerds at school istg like one of my friend was hitting his nic mimding his own buisiness then this bitch walks past him and lit doesn’t take her eyes of him and then reports him to the office like bro

 

[elliottttt]

Dam there so many nerds at school istg like one of my friend was hitting his nic mimding his own buisiness then this bitch walks past him and lit doesn’t take her eyes of him and then reports him to the office like bro

what the fuck man


lmao when i got caught with the cart the school was begging the cops to come and when they didn't they sent an ambulance ( i refused to give it to them i had just bought 3g and was not fuckin wasting that shit esp when im getting expelled ima need it for mental health ) lmfao they tried to say i was overdosing to the ambulance but they came and said i was fine. They had no actual proof i had a cart lol so they started making up shit to justify getting rid of me lmfaoooooo. ( i denied having a cart and refused the search )., they made me sleep on the sofa under watch that night (boarding school) so that i wouldn't run away ( they mean i wouldn't throw away the evidence ) the cart was hidden in my jacket which i refused to let them search (i took out everything from the pockets except the cart and said thats all there is and they don't need to search more also some context: they were demanding searches and harrasing me basically for a term desperate to catch me with nic) i could go on forever about this shit fucking school. anyway while on the sofa i managed to sneak the cart from my jacket to my pants without the watching teacher knowing and while i slept they ripped the jacket off me LMAOOOOOO and found NOTHING they was so fucking pissed so thats what caused them to make up shit to get rid of me. man they fucking mistreated me as fuck and it fucking sucsk that i can't do anything about it. bro they fucking lied and said i threw up uncontrollably WHICH I FUCKING DIDN'T tryna make me look like i was doing hard drugs because in their mind vomiting uncontrollably is a sign of hard drugs? wtf i could go on forever on that fucking place

 

[elliottttt]

snitches genuinely need to get fucking stitches bro

 

[ihatefoids65]

what the fuck man


lmao when i got caught with the cart the school was begging the cops to come and when they didn't they sent an ambulance ( i refused to give it to them i had just bought 3g and was not fuckin wasting that shit esp when im getting expelled ima need it for mental health ) lmfao they tried to say i was overdosing to the ambulance but they came and said i was fine. They had no actual proof i had a cart lol so they started making up shit to justify getting rid of me lmfaoooooo. ( i denied having a cart and refused the search )., they made me sleep on the sofa under watch that night (boarding school) so that i wouldn't run away ( they mean i wouldn't throw away the evidence ) the cart was hidden in my jacket which i refused to let them search (i took out everything from the pockets except the cart and said thats all there is and they don't need to search more also some context: they were demanding searches and harrasing me basically for a term desperate to catch me with nic) i could go on forever about this shit fucking school. anyway while on the sofa i managed to sneak the cart from my jacket to my pants without the watching teacher knowing and while i slept they ripped the jacket off me LMAOOOOOO and found NOTHING they was so fucking pissed so thats what caused them to make up shit to get rid of me. man they fucking mistreated me as fuck and it fucking sucsk that i can't do anything about it. bro they fucking lied and said i threw up uncontrollably WHICH I FUCKING DIDN'T tryna make me look like i was doing hard drugs because in their mind vomiting uncontrollably is a sign of hard drugs? wtf i could go on forever on that fucking place

That’s school sounds fucking terrible bro. That’s crazy u got expelled tho a friend of mine got caught with a whole kit like papers lighter and 2g and he only got 2 week suspension

 

[elliottttt]

That’s school sounds fucking terrible bro. That’s crazy u got expelled tho a friend of mine got caught with a whole kit like papers lighter and 2g and he only got 2 week suspension

yea bro
could be my looks tho
the matrons of that house (basically teachers) house i mean as in house like harry potter kept theorising shit about thinking im some kind of evil person bru lmao they kept making up conspiracy theories on what im doing like fuck off get a life

negative halo effect

but like im not a subhuman bru maybe nt pill idfk

 

[ihatefoids65]

yea bro
could be my looks tho
the matrons of that house (basically teachers) house i mean as in house like harry potter kept theorising shit about thinking im some kind of evil person bru lmao they kept making up conspiracy theories on what im doing like fuck off

yea bro
could be my looks tho
the matrons of that house (basically teachers) house i mean as in house like harry potter kept theorising shit about thinking im some kind of evil person bru lmao they kept making up conspiracy theories on what im doing like fuck off get a life

negative halo effect

but like im not a subhuman bru maybe nt pill idfk

what type of school did u go to

 

[elliottttt]

faggot school

the school even made up a lie that i started freaking out hallucinating things apparently a danger to society threatening teachers yeah sybau

 

[ihatefoids65]

faggot school

the school even made up a lie that i started freaking out hallucinating things apparently a danger to society threatening teachers yeah sybau

Fucking he’ll bro I bet you could sue them

 

[svarddre]

U did nigga
thats why u think u got laced
maybe u don't got the voices yet

Please don’t give your opinion on things you don’t understand. You’re 15 please delete your account

 

[svarddre]

Derealization goes away, don’t listen to the crazy 16 year old. I’ve spoken to psychiatrists and studied psychology in college, I didn’t “draw connections”. It’s a response, not a condition. You just have to let it run its course and stop reacting to it as best you can. Live your life normally

 

[ihatefoids65]

Derealization goes away, don’t listen to the crazy 16 year old. I’ve spoken to psychiatrists and studied psychology in college, I didn’t “draw connections”. It’s a response, not a condition. You just have to let it run its course and stop reacting to it as best you can. Live your life normally

Can i smoke? I’ve jus started again after a year and idk if it will affect me or not

 

[elliottttt]

Please don’t give your opinion on things you don’t understand. You’re 15 please delete your account

bro YOUR the one who doesn't understand it

 

[elliottttt]

im 16 asw

 

[elliottttt]

Derealization goes away, don’t listen to the crazy 16 year old. I’ve spoken to psychiatrists and studied psychology in college, I didn’t “draw connections”. It’s a response, not a condition. You just have to let it run its course and stop reacting to it as best you can. Live your life normally

Yes it can go away as ur endocannabinoid system heals but sometimes it can be stuck and reversing those epigenetic changes is very difficult and requires a stimulus