Blackgymmax
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i simp'd for this one mixed girl for years and all she did was talk about how i wouldnt be enough, however i decided to get lean and i posted a picture on facebook just to flex
the second i posted that she started acting weird as fuck and i instantly lost interest (maybe i didnt like her that much and i just wanted validation) and she started saying shit about how she was sorry for rejecting me and that shes a stupid slut. She said some shit about how she would suck me dry but heres where the fucked up part kicks in. she said IF YOU WERE WHITE id have your children. i didnt even take this seriously since i wasnt even into her like that anymore, but remembering this, i couldnt understand why she said that shit, but today i completely understand. this shit sounds like a larp but if youre wondering why im so self hating, this is literally it. seeing all the tinder experiments and race pills. having everything come together, i understand that i need to stop being fucking black
the second i posted that she started acting weird as fuck and i instantly lost interest (maybe i didnt like her that much and i just wanted validation) and she started saying shit about how she was sorry for rejecting me and that shes a stupid slut. She said some shit about how she would suck me dry but heres where the fucked up part kicks in. she said IF YOU WERE WHITE id have your children. i didnt even take this seriously since i wasnt even into her like that anymore, but remembering this, i couldnt understand why she said that shit, but today i completely understand. this shit sounds like a larp but if youre wondering why im so self hating, this is literally it. seeing all the tinder experiments and race pills. having everything come together, i understand that i need to stop being fucking black