
PumpkinCrane823
chud
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i am so full of hatred of everbody around me. nothing ever goes my way and the world is rigged against me. its unfair and unjust. i deserve retribution against these imbeciles who torment my mere existence and laugh at me for my vile looks. nothing ive ever done desrves this. i hope in the next life, im at least mtn. its so evil what hand life has dealt me. my life is so pitiful. why do femoids never notice me?? im so much better than teh retasrds tehy hang out with... in 20 years, when im rich ansd succesful , all the used up beckies will crawl backn to me begging 4 4giveness. i wont give it to them. they dont deserve my compassion.
i come home, read my bible, eat - and then sleep. I have no social life. I have never been invited to a party (people in my social circles haevbeen to many but never had the courtesy to extend and invite) so i feel so far behind at this point. the furthest ive gone with a girl is makeout with her while other guys slay daily. ill never have the confidence to go to the club to make new friends nor will i ever feel safe leaving my room. on the street, people judge me silenty. i approach girls for numbers,m they say yes and i have to block them.. i cant do it!! its disgusting. i want sex so badly but know i will never find the right one for me. they are all diusgusting hypergamous foidlets.
i have to rope. ive realised that my existence on this earth is punctuated only by periods of lsting depression interspesered with moments of brief escapism. this is not how i deserve to live. i deserve my stacy. she needs to be mine but i cant ask her out - the word wont come out, i have waited 8 years. its so evil.
i come home, read my bible, eat - and then sleep. I have no social life. I have never been invited to a party (people in my social circles haevbeen to many but never had the courtesy to extend and invite) so i feel so far behind at this point. the furthest ive gone with a girl is makeout with her while other guys slay daily. ill never have the confidence to go to the club to make new friends nor will i ever feel safe leaving my room. on the street, people judge me silenty. i approach girls for numbers,m they say yes and i have to block them.. i cant do it!! its disgusting. i want sex so badly but know i will never find the right one for me. they are all diusgusting hypergamous foidlets.
i have to rope. ive realised that my existence on this earth is punctuated only by periods of lsting depression interspesered with moments of brief escapism. this is not how i deserve to live. i deserve my stacy. she needs to be mine but i cant ask her out - the word wont come out, i have waited 8 years. its so evil.