Raged out at a family member at 6 am this morning through text

[Deleted member 136383]

Sent this text at 6 am. I've had it. Legit can't wait until July:

I am so fucking sick of this stupid ass world. I always, always ,fucking always get the short end of the stick IN EVERY FUCKING REGARD. I just know I'm not gonna fucking win. I can't wait till fucking July when I start getting my surgeries cause every fucking time I have to be assed out of money because bitches take it cause they're trying to get over on me or resort to getting with women I don't even fucking like. Character means nothing, none of that shit means nothing. It doesn't matter what the fuck you do. And I'm beyond fucking sick of this place.

You've had multiple women but I constantly, constantly get viewed at as some hideous freak by women and I'm just supposed to get over it. No. Okay July comes that's just the start of my looksmax. Fuck this

Even when paying lots of money women still try fuck you over cause your black or cause your ugly and it's been happening my whole fucking life. WHAT THE FUCK. There's nothing you can do. nothing you can do!!!!!!! Can't fucking wait till july

I legit wake up with a pit in my stomach.

 

[Deleted member 136383]

And it's fucking wack cause nigga's like this can be heard for their venting:



But the minute I start venting mfers want to take the opportunity to try and tear me down