MoggerGaston
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It's over for me.
I am ~20 years behind in development because I had to protect myself from my narcissist parents and their abuse.
I remember visiting my stacylite's family for easter and all her family members were being so nice and considerate to her. It was a shock because it made me realize how brutal my own family was and how I never got treated like she was by her family.
I was destroyed as a kid, I couldn't defend myself. I have developed severe coping mechanisms to handle the brutal situation I was put in by my parents.
Now I am traumatized, a crying dog, unable to properly modulate my emotions, unable to form connections, relationships, bonds. Unable to have have hobbies, fun, relax.
It's fucking done man. I got destroyed as a little kid and now I am traumatized for life.
Fuck this cancerous world. Burn it to the ground.
I am ~20 years behind in development because I had to protect myself from my narcissist parents and their abuse.
I remember visiting my stacylite's family for easter and all her family members were being so nice and considerate to her. It was a shock because it made me realize how brutal my own family was and how I never got treated like she was by her family.
I was destroyed as a kid, I couldn't defend myself. I have developed severe coping mechanisms to handle the brutal situation I was put in by my parents.
Now I am traumatized, a crying dog, unable to properly modulate my emotions, unable to form connections, relationships, bonds. Unable to have have hobbies, fun, relax.
It's fucking done man. I got destroyed as a little kid and now I am traumatized for life.
Fuck this cancerous world. Burn it to the ground.