Random stuff

[SecondChance2]

I still feel depressed and I got nobody to talk to. Nobody has my experiences and I don’t want to share my experiences because I like to think I am the only person suffering in this world and nobody shares my suffering. If one other person were to share my suffering, I would find a way to differentiate myself from him as to not be alike. Guess that is the root cause of my depression. Oh and update on the Lefort 3, there’s none, so those who laughed at me, you were probably right the whole time.. I don’t really care about my looks anyways since I haven’t been looking at myself in the mirror these days and I have picked up two girls since my last post and am actually going on a date tomorrow which I am excited for (I hope she doesn’t ghost me right before it.) I went to a house party and approached a girl I thought was looking at me. Did a shitty pickup line and she said, “Ew” but I just don’t care about it anymore lol. Was walking around today at the mall and looked at a girl and she made a disgusted face… well, fuck. Then I walk around and a girl looks at me and we chat it up and then I get her number. So yea, I am probably LTN but idc. 1/4 is still good ig that’s like my average since I don’t be approaching just any one. Anyways yea. I think imma save up for rhino it’ll increase SMV idk.

 

[360peter]

I would look into therapy/anti-depressants if this is really how you feel.
I know this post probally only shows a fraction of what you are going through, but dude really just calm down. From this post, it really sounds like you are stressing about other people, which is honestly the dumbest shit you can do. You can’t control other people, so it’s really a good idea to focus on yourself more.