random waves of sadness

[pslturi]

this shit happens to me all the time and i hate it

it makes me feel so weird of myself
no matter what i do it doesnt stop

my eyes get blurrly and my mind just starts to feel empty but heavy at the same time?
and it lasts for a good 2h sometimes even more

my heart also starts to feel weird when this happens

and all the things ive done just come to me and make even more sad
and then my mind is on everything thats bad about my life and thats mainly ALL of it.

 

[NeptuneMystic]

get a gf

 

[pslturi]

get a gf

as if i can

i do nothing but stay in the house all day

 

[NeptuneMystic]

as if i can

i do nothing but stay in the house all day

thats fair, but do you have a job or go to school?

 

[existingandliving]

you probably have bpd I do too, and sometimes it gets so bad that I won't socialize with anyone for months at a time

 

[incelincel]

do heroin, you will feel happy all the time

 

[pslturi]

thats fair, but do you have a job or go to school?

no school cuz of famliy and mental problems as for a job i cant get one atm cuz my phone is broken and im unsure when ill be getting a new one

you probably have bpd I do too, and sometimes it gets so bad that I won't socialize with anyone for months at a time

i talk to no one irl but my cousin not even my brothers or mom

 

[pslturi]

do heroin, you will feel happy all the time

ur prob right

but i dont want to

 

[incelincel]

ur prob right

but i dont want to

Then you’re missing out.

 

[incelincel]

no school cuz of famliy and mental problems

i talk to no one irl but my cousin not even my brothers or mom

and always remember, you have bhais

 

[pslturi]

and always remember, you have bhais

true this fourm is one of the only reasons im here

 

[existingandliving]

no school cuz of famliy and mental problems

i talk to no one irl but my cousin not even my brothers or mom

you should man one of the only ways i can get out these ruts is to surround myself with people.

 

[incelincel]

you should man one of the only ways i can get out these ruts is to surround myself with people.

That’s true, the only way he’ll ever get over this is to socialize.

 

[pslturi]

you should man one of the only ways i can get out these ruts is to surround myself with people.

its hard for me to find ppl to be friends without school

and my cousin doesnt always wanna go out with me
and going out alone doesnt sound so good to me

 

[birthdefect]

this shit happens to me all the time and i hate it

it makes me feel so weird of myself
no matter what i do it doesnt stop

my eyes get blurrly and my mind just starts to feel empty but heavy at the same time?
and it lasts for a good 2h sometimes even more

my heart also starts to feel weird when this happens

and all the things ive done just come to me and make even more sad
and then my mind is on everything thats bad about my life and thats mainly ALL of it.

keep either a strong stimulant or ketamine on hand and use it the moment this happens again
and then let me know the result afterwards, im curious

 

[NeptuneMystic]

no school cuz of famliy and mental problems as for a job i cant get one atm cuz my phone is broken and im unsure when ill be getting a new one

whats ur plan for life like for a career

 

[pslturi]

keep either a strong stimulant or ketamine on hand and use it the moment this happens again
and then let me know the result afterwards, im curious

avi mogs

 

[pslturi]

whats ur plan for life like for a career

thats a unsure thing

 

[birthdefect]

avi mogs

mirin amnesia on the nips?

 

[pslturi]

mirin amnesia on the nips?

mirin hard

 

[birthdefect]

mirin hard

thank you bhai
anyways will you do my experiment?

 

[pslturi]

thank you bhai
anyways will you do my experiment?

stimulant doesnt sound too bad

 

[birthdefect]

stimulant doesnt sound too bad

i was kinda more excited for ketamine but do try anyways

 

[Quncho]

this shit happens to me all the time and i hate it

it makes me feel so weird of myself
no matter what i do it doesnt stop

my eyes get blurrly and my mind just starts to feel empty but heavy at the same time?
and it lasts for a good 2h sometimes even more

my heart also starts to feel weird when this happens

and all the things ive done just come to me and make even more sad
and then my mind is on everything thats bad about my life and thats mainly ALL of it.

I feel you brah .