(Rant) i genuinely think I am a bad person and I want to change for the better

[softmaxxotron]

I hurt the people I love by saying rude things just to make a joke, I sometimes don’t do the things I should be doing in life and I truly wish I had a better relationship with my parents (it’s not bad it’s just not as deep as it should be). I also tend to be rude to people and not care about them just because they’re lookslevel is beneath mine which is a trait I only got after finding out about looksmaxxing and at the end of the day I do know very well how it feels to be treated when your unattractive. Your life is hell if your physiqualy unattractive and I have expierienced that first hand yet I still make fun of people that are in the same situation that I was in years ago which I should very well know not to do. From now on I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore but I want people to feel like they have a true friend in me that cares about them deeply. I also don’t want to be rude on this forum anymore but rather use my time I spend here to help out the people that really need help and are crying out via their posts.

I truly want to become a better human being and I hope if anyone ever reads this I can maybe get you to think about what if you yourself can change for the better.

Thanks for reading my rant if you feel depressed or need a friend feel free to hit me up, I care about you, whoever you may be.

 

[SmallEggplantFailer]

DNR