tesacnx
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(Prolly bad grammar so just heads up) I remember when I started 7th grade, a lot of other kids from another school got transferred to our school because theirs didn't go past 6th grade. I didn't have many friends before that either, so I thought that this will be like a great way for me make new friends because i had prolly 2 friends before that. So I got to know some of them, and i would say that after that I had 5 "friends" to talk with. Then like in the 9th grade 5 of us started to go to the gym, I was never like asked if I wanted to join them. I just overheard them from other convos. I remember them talking abt when they should meet up. When I joined them I could tell that I was being ignored. We always sat in this resting area before we started training, and we would sit there for almost an hour before starting. They would talk between each other, but when I tried to connect to the convo, i could just tell that they didn't give a shit about what I said, but yet i didnt think much of it. Then a year passed, we were still training but I noticed that they changed the time they would go together without telling me. I still came but it would be like the last 10 min of their session. I tried inviting them all to my house to celebrate my birthday. I prepared our hot tub and had like loads of food prepared. I invited every single one of them within like a weeks notice, and not even one showed up. I was devastated. Like a week or 2 later one of them celebrated their own birthday. I didn't even get invited. One day we sat in the gym, I remember taking a peek at one of their phones, and I saw this group chat, they called it *the boys*. Turns out they already had it up for over 3 years. And I was the only one not in it. After that I just felt like my whole world had flipped up side down. The last like 5 years of my life had been a lie. I thought I had these close friends. But it was all just lies. I had no one.
