copefiles67
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Grew up as an ugly short fat kid, during my early teens 12-15, had very low smv, looked like a small fat blob. Never had any luck witht the opposite gender, when i had courage to ask somewhat out it wuickly spread as rumours around my yeargroup and prople made fun of me. When i was 15 i woke up, one of my friends was into looksmxxing and i decided to give it a try, started doing softmaxxing shit, lost weight, built a physique, gained some confidence, tried asking out girl and got brutally rejected. She told me that she wasnt ready for a relationship but a couple of days later my friend was sitting next to her and her friend and they told him That why would they ever want to date that “small piggy”, for context i was like 5’6 at the time. This hit me really hard. A week later i was on a run with my friend and he was texting his girl, his girl asked him what he was doing and he told her that he was on a run with me, and she asked him “isnt he fat?”, (btw i was not even close to being fat, they just remember me as the fatass). This hit me again and i decided to double down, bought hgh, aromatase inhibitors, proviron, made a spot on diet, trained 6x a week, 20k steps a day. I changed, went from mltn to hmtn, grew 2.5 inches from hgh (im 5’9 now), to start socialising i started posting stories on insta with my face (to be brutally honest i prob have the strongest face in class, i live in thailand but im european and half my class are ethnic ltns) and girls from my class behind my back made fun of my stories, some of them where thirst traps but i actually looked good, ive always been honest with myself and even being brutally honest i looked good. Those fucking foids still make fun of me, how do i escape this hell of being percieved as my old self?
