Rant

[dylanv2]

Cant compete with my friend bro my boy is 5’8 with a crazy good face and he has no trouble with women. I never dated or anything now I just feel like it’s too late to start while still living at home because im 16 so might as well wait til 18. my dad is just such a manlet bitch who shamelessly jerks off at home all day never really became a man and I feel like I’ve spent most of my youth rotting on devices never got deep into any sports I’ve played. Tried to get into working out but was inconsistent for a few years and just gave up this summer. I just feel lost and want to move out already so I can truly experience freedom and work 12 hour days to get ahead financially . Back to the topic of friends my day 1 switched up on me like a year ago and never really looked back which hurts bc he’s now in close proximity and goes to hella functions while I just see on Snapchat at home. My best friend over the past 4 years is moving away and went online. I’m kinda just like the “school friend” besides going skiing a couple times a year with a group. 3 girls have liked me in the past for a fact I just dont know how to interact in an intimate manner and talk to females in general.a school friend is now in a relationship with one of the girls which I just admire in jealousy. Just needed to get this out of my head from the past month and come to acceptance . The best trait about me is probably being funny and my slutty waist anyways If you got any advice on how I can look better or become less akward around girls please lmk I need the help it’s now or never

 

[tightmason]

Cant compete with my friend bro my boy is 5’8 with a crazy good face and he has no trouble with women. I never dated or anything now I just feel like it’s too late to start while still living at home because im 16 so might as well wait til 18. my dad is just such a manlet bitch who shamelessly jerks off at home all day never really became a man and I feel like I’ve spent most of my youth rotting on devices never got deep into any sports I’ve played. Tried to get into working out but was inconsistent for a few years and just gave up this summer. I just feel lost and want to move out already so I can truly experience freedom and work 12 hour days to get ahead financially . Back to the topic of friends my day 1 switched up on me like a year ago and never really looked back which hurts bc he’s now in close proximity and goes to hella functions while I just see on Snapchat at home. My best friend over the past 4 years is moving away and went online. I’m kinda just like the “school friend” besides going skiing a couple times a year with a group. 3 girls have liked me in the past for a fact I just dont know how to interact in an intimate manner and talk to females in general.a school friend is now in a relationship with one of the girls which I just admire in jealousy. Just needed to get this out of my head from the past month and come to acceptance . The best trait about me is probably being funny and my slutty waist anyways If you got any advice on how I can look better or become less akward around girls please lmk I need the help it’s now or never