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bjork12
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Hi, I've been lurking this and similar forums for years, but never had the courage to actually sign up and ask for help.
Throughout the years I've been suffering from body dysmorphia, anorexia etc, you know the deal... and always keep changing my look, hair, dress etc.
I tried gym multiple times, but whenever I go hard and gain like 5 kilos I straight away drop it and go on a diet to lose weight, because I gain a lot of weight in my face and it looks less defined.
Recently came to a conclusion that I need to get rhinoplasty and a canthal tilt eye surgery, but all this worrying about my looks kind of left me confused on what even looks good. So I'm asking you guys to tell me where I'm at and what I should focus on, maybe I'm missing something and something else should be changed too. Don't roast me too hard please, I'm already kind of nervous..
Dark red hair is how I look right now and the rest of the pictures are selfies I took throughout this year. Didn't have better pics as I don't really let others take pics of me, 2 of them have an iphone filter.
Been mewing for about 2 years 24/7 now and it certainly didn't make me look better, but it surely made my jaw a bit bigger, don't know if it's even better like this.
Throughout the years I've been suffering from body dysmorphia, anorexia etc, you know the deal... and always keep changing my look, hair, dress etc.
I tried gym multiple times, but whenever I go hard and gain like 5 kilos I straight away drop it and go on a diet to lose weight, because I gain a lot of weight in my face and it looks less defined.
Recently came to a conclusion that I need to get rhinoplasty and a canthal tilt eye surgery, but all this worrying about my looks kind of left me confused on what even looks good. So I'm asking you guys to tell me where I'm at and what I should focus on, maybe I'm missing something and something else should be changed too. Don't roast me too hard please, I'm already kind of nervous..
Dark red hair is how I look right now and the rest of the pictures are selfies I took throughout this year. Didn't have better pics as I don't really let others take pics of me, 2 of them have an iphone filter.
Been mewing for about 2 years 24/7 now and it certainly didn't make me look better, but it surely made my jaw a bit bigger, don't know if it's even better like this.







