Rate me I need serious tips

[blackpillsmylife]

I’m 18, 6'1 I’m planning on getting a genioplasty and rhinoplasty because i know i have a recessed chin I feel desperate to ascend but it doesn’t even feel like self improvement anymore It feels like an obsession.

I wear a mask almost every single time I go outside because I can’t stand the thought of people seeing my face I constantly analyze everything that’s wrong with me and compare myself to better looking people I’m at the point where I’m willing to spend basically all the money I have just for a chance to finally feel attractive

I’ve even stopped caring about my health. I’m taking retatrutide and I’m currently at 2 mg, and want to keep pushing it to 10mg just to look better know how fucked up it sounds to say I don’t care what happens to my health as long as I look better but that’s genuinely where my head is right now

Nothing feels good enough anymore every time I think fixing one thing will finally make me happy, I find something else wrong with myself. I’m only 18 and I don’t want to spend the rest of my life hiding my face and destroying myself trying to become attractive.

I genuinely need help feel likef im not able to ascend anymore im willing to do anything to look better

 

[gasptfd]

Jbw

 

[PSLgodBlackPerson]

When it comes to softmaxxing,

spf 30-50 sunscreen for even skin coloring, aqualyx for facial fat shit if you can't lose facial fat through weight loss.
Get ur hands on oral minox for eyelashes and once grown in use an eyelash curler with small amounts of gel on the lashes.
For now, use an eyebrow pencil, and put gel on the heads of both ur eyebrows push them towards one another, then push the tail of the eyebrow up using gel too. Filler is a cheap and in and out method, though expenses long term can surpass genio.

This section will focus on dimo softmaxxes (Dimo is what females use to determine short term sex). Things that inc dimo for males is being buff, tall (which you already hit the genetic lottery for, you can also fraud using height booster and posture correctors), having a wide neck (you can train for this), being lean and specifically having a lean face, having a wide frame (You can inc using shoulder exercises and shoulder pads), training masseters if they are narrow, growing facial hair like a beard, having tan-black skin is dimorphic, brown eyes, and black hair which you already have (This isn't my opinion, along with the other stuff I stated this is from papers I read showing that various european features trend like pale skin, blue/green eyes, and blonde hair are positively associated with feminity, while many ethnic features are pose as a positive male health indicator of good fertility/general health.