Rate my ascension, grew up ugly and ND (m22)

[bruh0352]

Earliest photo I could find of me(sometime in middle school)

some high school photos:

photos from last year:

now:

I feel like I get tons of IOIs now but I still feel brutally ND in social settings and have less than good social skills (its not too terrible now and has gotten a lot better than previous years of my life and certainty better than my developmental years). I've still never had a girlfriend, not exactly KHHV but not far off from it.

proof I'm actually ND and not a LARPer:
For context I was 8 years old when I was evaluated by a professional pediatrician because I was struggling in school (2nd grade around this time) and my parents thought I might've been learning disabled but then after getting tested and this being the results they decided to move my to a better school where I have always done pretty good since then. Currently in college for aerospace engineering rn.

 

[bruh0352]

also felt like I should add that I'm 6,1

 

[persiacell]

Earliest photo I could find of me(sometime in middle school)

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some high school photos:
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photos from last year:
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now:
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I feel like I get tons of IOIs now but I still feel brutally ND in social settings and have less than good social skills (its not too terrible now and has gotten a lot better than previous years of my life and certainty better than my developmental years). I've still never had a girlfriend, not exactly KHHV but not far off from it.

proof I'm actually ND and not a LARPer:
For context I was 8 years old when I was evaluated by a professional pediatrician because I was struggling in school (2nd grade around this time) and my parents thought I might've been learning disabled but then after getting tested and this being the results they decided to move my to a better school where I have always done pretty good since then. Currently in college for aerospace engineering rn.

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very nice dude grow out ur hair to like mid length and cover ur forehead

 

[bruh0352]

very nice dude grow out ur hair to like mid length and cover ur forehead

Problem with that is I was a retarded 17 year old and enlisted as a reservist in the marines so at least once a month I have to cut my hair to be no longer than 3 inches, but yea my big ahh forehead definitely one of my biggest flaws, I can usually style my hair decent enough to make it look good with what I have. These face pics are pretty raw and unfrauded so it stands out more.

 

[persiacell]

Problem with that is I was a retarded 17 year old and enlisted as a reservist in the marines so at least once a month I have to cut my hair to be no longer than 3 inches, but yea my big ahh forehead definitely one of my biggest flaws, I can usually style my hair decent enough to make it look good with what I have. These face pics are pretty raw and unfrauded so it stands out more.

awh man yea dat sucks. Imma go to the army in october dude I hope they dont make me cut my hair. hair is life dude

 

[bruh0352]

awh man yea dat sucks. Imma go to the army in october dude I hope they dont make me cut my hair. hair is life dude

American army? Literally the first thing they do it buzz all ur hair off bruh. Idk if army culture in the same as marine culture but from what I’ve heard it similar in that even when you make it out of bootcamp/job school your gonna be expected to have short hair (high fade and short in length on top) for at least your first year.

 

[persiacell]

American army? Literally the first thing they do it buzz all ur hair off bruh. Idk if army culture in the same as marine culture but from what I’ve heard it similar in that even when you make it out of bootcamp/job school your gonna be expected to have short hair (high fade and short in length on top) for at least your first year.

german army. I hope they dont buzz my hair there dude my bitemporal width is fuckin terrible

 

[deathnotecel]

Did ur best unfortunately still lltn/mltn. Not shitting on you but if I was you I'd just forget about looks and go enjoy life instead of worrying about it if you do

 

[bruh0352]

Did ur best unfortunately still lltn/mltn. Not shitting on you but if I was you I'd just forget about looks and go enjoy life instead of worrying about it if you do

What would you rate old photos vs new? And what specifically? These recent face photos are pretty unfrauded and raw, obviously the physique photos are frauded af with lighting + messing with coloring settings.

 

[deathnotecel]

What would you rate old photos vs new? And what specifically? These recent face photos are pretty unfrauded and raw, obviously the physique photos are frauded af with lighting + messing with coloring settings.

Would it be crazy to say u have the same rating in both the before and after? It's like how much can someone with high body fat and long hair improve by changing those things if it just ends up showing the bad hairline and general hair genetics as well as poor bone structure and ratios. I'll try to give it to you as it is so don't take any of it to heart, I feel like the before is you looked a little nerdy and autistic and now you look kind of creepy, specifically in the two photos just before u were talking about being ND. If that was just ur facial expression then sure you did improve by a little in the sense that you look more approachable and normal, rating still the same imo tho.