Alerthane
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so this statrted at the age of 17 when i found out my supreme (trademark serial number 85868057) flexibilty , this is when i realised i can selfsuck . down to the balls. as i grew older (im 6'2 now) self suckin became a bit hard (get it) and i got my step hoe sis to break my back for me after signing her up to the 764 larpin extort'rs and i got my erector spinae borken. fast forward to 2025 and now im balding while still tryin to self suck. to the hoe who ever told me to fucking suck my own dick to looksmax needs their ass crucified im tired of having to listen to the same retarded people who groomed me into sucking the tip of my penis getting every sip of my own cum to make my jaw chiseled. so now im joining planet fitness to try and hit the lunk alarm and yet i still cant hit it , even when im trying to get a charge for public indecency by bending my back to reach my penis and have a lick of it i still cant looksmax like i used to before. i looked so hot at 13 like i would have fucked me but i didnt have the chance to. dude i deadass had to reach out to so many predators on 8chan none of them wanted to fuck my fillthy asshole and also because i looked like a fucking lizard. an ethiopian one. im starting to think that looksmaxxing is a joke now and im a shitstain to this community. 4eva. i need advice to recover from this. im too embarass to even admit i suck my own penis to a therapist , not even a jewish one. how do i confess my sins to someone who thinks sucking their own penis is normal ?? TO FUCKING LOOKSMAX AS WELL ?????? like i swear to fucking god the one kid who convinced me to believe this will get what they deserve. stat. im too embarassed to even show my face too because there is so much dried cum smeared all over me.. im like mixed german ghanian and bangladeshi, but promise me im like pure white like #f0cdbd okay trust.. im really lucky im not circumised yet because if my parents ever found out that i have my own self sex dungeon i would get fucking converted to paganism over sucking my own cock im literally in tears as im writing this because i will never become who i wanted to be in my life. im so fucking cucked and blue balled bro. my main idol was jesus because i put a dildo on a painting of him in the cross and i fucked myself over and over that the light in my eyes eventually faded. i became distant from my friends and family because im faded. i became distant from my coworkers because im faded. i became distant from reality because the light in my eyes has died. jesus is dead. jesus is gone and taken away from us. the post nut clarity has fucked me over ever since the saliva reached the tip of my phallus, its like a poison to me. a poison to everyone. to whoever is still reading this after analysing it word by word just know, i have came on your profile picture, and ate it whole. i will eat you all whole. i will eventually reach my asshole and lick it. whole. the earth will eventually feel it. whole. the world will become swollen from my wrath as i will consume it all. whole. i have made myself the whore of the universe and now i cannot scream, because the cum has sealed my mouth shut. if my parents ever find this, i do not want them to interpret it as a confession, but a suicide note. if i fail my attempt, i will keep posting to let you all know on my recovery. shalom.
