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Gael24

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I know most of you will laugh at me and won’t read this all the way through but im just gonna make this thread to talk a little bit about my life.
I have always been kinda ugly and never got much attention in general, my friends in 6th grade weren’t really my friends and bullied me, but I continued to deny the truth. The bullying changed my personality heavily, I remember being kinda depressed and I didn’t wanna do anything. I gained a lot of weight and continued to get bullied in high school. I switched schools and got many friends, but I didn’t behave correctly and got suspended many times. The next year, I got suspended many times too and also got bullied but It was only one girl. At this point i had lost weight and looked better but I needed braces since my teeth were ugly and some girls called me a shark. One year later i
I changed my class and now Im in a class with some friends and better, but I can’t help but feel like my life is empty. Even tho when im with my friends I laugh and have fun i realize that my life is empty, and the reason is because I wanna feel loved. I haven’t had a gf ever and its affecting me way too much, I feel empty inside and i donkt know why no girls ever want me. Am I that ugly?
 
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I know how you feel my life got ruined at specifically 6th grade where I got bullied for my looks and my lazy eye that u coincidentally got after 5th grade in the summer break leading up to 6th grade I got bullied severely, until I started larping that I was fine and I kept acting up to 8th grade and switched schools now I switched schools and didn’t interact with anyone the whole school year and then went to some retard class in the school since i was skipping so much now in 9th grade I am suffering because of my grades and various circumstances I talk about them in my own posts. But I really do relate with you man I just wish in a different world we wouldn’t have been ugly
 
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I know how you feel my life got ruined at specifically 6th grade where I got bullied for my looks and my lazy eye that u coincidentally got after 5th grade in the summer break leading up to 6th grade I got bullied severely, until I started larping that I was fine and I kept acting up to 8th grade and switched schools now I switched schools and didn’t interact with anyone the whole school year and then went to some retard class in the school since i was skipping so much now in 9th grade I am suffering because of my grades and various circumstances I talk about them in my own posts. But I really do relate with you man I just wish in a different world we wouldn’t have been ugly
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I know how you feel my life got ruined at specifically 6th grade where I got bullied for my looks and my lazy eye that u coincidentally got after 5th grade in the summer break leading up to 6th grade I got bullied severely, until I started larping that I was fine and I kept acting up to 8th grade and switched schools now I switched schools and didn’t interact with anyone the whole school year and then went to some retard class in the school since i was skipping so much now in 9th grade I am suffering because of my grades and various circumstances I talk about them in my own posts. But I really do relate with you man I just wish in a different world we wouldn’t have been ugly
Yeah life is horrible but I try to get away from it all by doing some stuff I like, hiking, climbing and gaming are activities that relax me
 
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I know most of you will laugh at me and won’t read this all the way through but im just gonna make this thread to talk a little bit about my life.
I have always been kinda ugly and never got much attention in general, my friends in 6th grade weren’t really my friends and bullied me, but I continued to deny the truth. The bullying changed my personality heavily, I remember being kinda depressed and I didn’t wanna do anything. I gained a lot of weight and continued to get bullied in high school. I switched schools and got many friends, but I didn’t behave correctly and got suspended many times. The next year, I got suspended many times too and also got bullied but It was only one girl. At this point i had lost weight and looked better but I needed braces since my teeth were ugly and some girls called me a shark. One year later i
I changed my class and now Im in a class with some friends and better, but I can’t help but feel like my life is empty. Even tho when im with my friends I laugh and have fun i realize that my life is empty, and the reason is because I wanna feel loved. I haven’t had a gf ever and its affecting me way too much, I feel empty inside and i donkt know why no girls ever want me. Am I that ugly?
Dnr
 
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you should absolutely be looksmaxxing, high school is the most forgiving when it comes to looks you just need to be NT
 
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I know most of you will laugh at me and won’t read this all the way through but im just gonna make this thread to talk a little bit about my life.
I have always been kinda ugly and never got much attention in general, my friends in 6th grade weren’t really my friends and bullied me, but I continued to deny the truth. The bullying changed my personality heavily, I remember being kinda depressed and I didn’t wanna do anything. I gained a lot of weight and continued to get bullied in high school. I switched schools and got many friends, but I didn’t behave correctly and got suspended many times. The next year, I got suspended many times too and also got bullied but It was only one girl. At this point i had lost weight and looked better but I needed braces since my teeth were ugly and some girls called me a shark. One year later i
I changed my class and now Im in a class with some friends and better, but I can’t help but feel like my life is empty. Even tho when im with my friends I laugh and have fun i realize that my life is empty, and the reason is because I wanna feel loved. I haven’t had a gf ever and its affecting me way too much, I feel empty inside and i donkt know why no girls ever want me. Am I that ugly?
been there i am not the best, but better than before i get treated normally now ik how u feel , hopefully u get through it my boi.
 
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been there i am not the best, but better than before i get treated normally now ik how u feel , hopefully u get through it my boi.
Thanks bro, i have changed a lot since 6th grade and I look better but I would still sometimes get told weird stuff
 
you should absolutely be looksmaxxing, high school is the most forgiving when it comes to looks you just need to be NT
I am looksmaxing, getting leaner and braces too but I still feel bad about myself sometimes, like when a girl told me the girls from my class thought I looked scary
 
I am looksmaxing, getting leaner and braces too but I still feel bad about myself sometimes, like when a girl told me the girls from my class thought I looked scary
+ i am also nd and struggle to make friends and talk to people much so yeah im kinda weird in class like sitting quiet looking at my phone
 
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Yeah life is horrible but I try to get away from it all by doing some stuff I like, hiking, climbing and gaming are activities that relax me
Yooo bro. I like all of those activities too :owo:
 
I know most of you will laugh at me and won’t read this all the way through but im just gonna make this thread to talk a little bit about my life.
I have always been kinda ugly and never got much attention in general, my friends in 6th grade weren’t really my friends and bullied me, but I continued to deny the truth. The bullying changed my personality heavily, I remember being kinda depressed and I didn’t wanna do anything. I gained a lot of weight and continued to get bullied in high school. I switched schools and got many friends, but I didn’t behave correctly and got suspended many times. The next year, I got suspended many times too and also got bullied but It was only one girl. At this point i had lost weight and looked better but I needed braces since my teeth were ugly and some girls called me a shark. One year later i
I changed my class and now Im in a class with some friends and better, but I can’t help but feel like my life is empty. Even tho when im with my friends I laugh and have fun i realize that my life is empty, and the reason is because I wanna feel loved. I haven’t had a gf ever and its affecting me way too much, I feel empty inside and i donkt know why no girls ever want me. Am I that ugly?
You are loved, appreciated and needed. I recommend getting into sports and other social activities (you can meet girls there and sports will get you fit too + make you feel better) I relate to the bullying bit, in 6th grade I was a clown and went around being an arsehole trying to make friends but everyone fucking hated me. But when I got into 7th grade everything changed, I went to a new school, got really popular and got in shape. There’s always hope dude. Also, girls arent everything, I think you should focus on yourself by leveling up your body, looks and academics. Wish you luck man 🙏
 
No I understand you


I'm not a chad but I've ascended a fair bit and get opportunities from it but tbh it just feels void

Like you're so used to having nothing that you don't have the energy to do anything anymore
 
No I understand you


I'm not a chad but I've ascended a fair bit and get opportunities from it but tbh it just feels void

Like you're so used to having nothing that you don't have the energy to do anything anymore
Yeahh I get you, I don’t have energy to do shit anymore lol
 
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Yeahh I get you, I don’t have energy to do shit anymore lol
You realize all those fantasies in your head were just cope

Ascension itself is a coping mechanism, you can't change the past or get back those wasted years and moments you ascend hoping you can live them again but you don't
 
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You realize all those fantasies in your head were just cope

Ascension itself is a coping mechanism, you can't change the past or get back those wasted years and moments you ascend hoping you can live them again but you don't
Cope to hide the horrible reality of this world
 
I know most of you will laugh at me and won’t read this all the way through but im just gonna make this thread to talk a little bit about my life.
I have always been kinda ugly and never got much attention in general, my friends in 6th grade weren’t really my friends and bullied me, but I continued to deny the truth. The bullying changed my personality heavily, I remember being kinda depressed and I didn’t wanna do anything. I gained a lot of weight and continued to get bullied in high school. I switched schools and got many friends, but I didn’t behave correctly and got suspended many times. The next year, I got suspended many times too and also got bullied but It was only one girl. At this point i had lost weight and looked better but I needed braces since my teeth were ugly and some girls called me a shark. One year later i
I changed my class and now Im in a class with some friends and better, but I can’t help but feel like my life is empty. Even tho when im with my friends I laugh and have fun i realize that my life is empty, and the reason is because I wanna feel loved. I haven’t had a gf ever and its affecting me way too much, I feel empty inside and i donkt know why no girls ever want me. Am I that ugly?
its never over brah
 
Yeah life is horrible but I try to get away from it all by doing some stuff I like, hiking, climbing and gaming are activities that relax me
Cant do any of it worst of all I’m in a single mother household with a autistic sister and one little sister, I have responsibility but no respect from my older sister or mother. Plus I csnt do anything since my mother is a helicopter parents therefore reducing the opportunities I have to socialize or looksmaxx
 
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Cant do any of it worst of all I’m in a single mother household with a autistic sister and one little sister, I have responsibility but no respect from my older sister or mother. Plus I csnt do anything since my mother is a helicopter parents therefore reducing the opportunities I have to socialize or looksmaxx
Dammn youre really unlucky, hope everything gets better in your life man
 

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