Realizing that i'm 1 error away from ruining my life but i genuinely cant do anything about it

[nwed]

I'm about to fail in school for the second time, i cant allow myself to fail again, i just cant, my relationship with my parents isnt the best one if i fail again they probably wont be able to look at me again. I dont care about my future, for some reason i just cant imagine myself as a grown up man.
I am diagnosed with ADHD and i cant sit down and study for more than 2 minutes, i ordered concentra to stimulate myself but my order got seized and i just dont have time to order it again, the school year will be already finished.
Also, i cant manage to find a job nowhere near my city, i need money to run my cycle but i just cant find a job, maybe cause i'm subhuman? I'm just giving up tbh. The last month ive been spending some nights rotting on discord or on forums until my eyes are sore, ive been eating like shit, ive been skipping a lot of school days just cause i'm too mentally tired to go 6 hours in a place full of normies that find me weird because i cant even look at someone in the eyes while talking to him.

I have literally 0 control over anything going on with my life, pls help

 

[Robloxfan25]

Your parents won’t let you get medicated?

 

[nwed]

Your parents won’t let you get medicated?

no they are strictly against adhd medications or any tipe of medication

 

[nwed]

I'm about to fail in school for the second time, i cant allow myself to fail again, i just cant, my relationship with my parents isnt the best one if i fail again they probably wont be able to look at me again. I dont care about my future, for some reason i just cant imagine myself as a grown up man.
I am diagnosed with ADHD and i cant sit down and study for more than 2 minutes, i ordered concentra to stimulate myself but my order got seized and i just dont have time to order it again, the school year will be already finished.
Also, i cant manage to find a job nowhere near my city, i need money to run my cycle but i just cant find a job, maybe cause i'm subhuman? I'm just giving up tbh. The last month ive been spending some nights rotting on discord or on forums until my eyes are sore, ive been eating like shit, ive been skipping a lot of school days just cause i'm too mentally tired to go 6 hours in a place full of normies that find me weird because i cant even look at someone in the eyes while talking to him.

I have literally 0 control over anything going on with my life, pls help

bump

 

[Robloxfan25]

no they are strictly against adhd medications or any tipe of medication

Mine used to be the same way until my freshman year gpa ended up being 3.0

Then my mom admitted “a little medication might help”

 

[Robloxfan25]

no they are strictly against adhd medications or any tipe of medication

Shit sucks tho wish u the best

 

[blueloved]

I'm about to fail in school for the second time, i cant allow myself to fail again, i just cant, my relationship with my parents isnt the best one if i fail again they probably wont be able to look at me again. I dont care about my future, for some reason i just cant imagine myself as a grown up man.
I am diagnosed with ADHD and i cant sit down and study for more than 2 minutes, i ordered concentra to stimulate myself but my order got seized and i just dont have time to order it again, the school year will be already finished.
Also, i cant manage to find a job nowhere near my city, i need money to run my cycle but i just cant find a job, maybe cause i'm subhuman? I'm just giving up tbh. The last month ive been spending some nights rotting on discord or on forums until my eyes are sore, ive been eating like shit, ive been skipping a lot of school days just cause i'm too mentally tired to go 6 hours in a place full of normies that find me weird because i cant even look at someone in the eyes while talking to him.

I have literally 0 control over anything going on with my life, pls help

Not so much over, just keep the focus

 

[nwed]

Mine used to be the same way until my freshman year gpa ended up being 3.0

Then my mom admitted “a little medication might help”

yeah but they will just blame it on me and say that i'm the one that doesnt wanna study, i'm the lazy one, non that they are the ones that are not willing to take any risk and just blame it on me

Shit sucks tho wish u the best

appreciate it

 

[ghost!]

fuck man i would jsut sneak the meds or tell your doctor u cant focus

 

[nwed]

fuck man i would jsut sneak the meds or tell your doctor u cant focus

the meds got seized.. i will just try to get 500mg of caffeine in and try to get away with it, i'm quite smart and i can learn very fast