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im so stupid
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Has anyone else reached this point?
I’ve come to realize loss is guaranteed regardless of the path I take. All roads from here lead to inceldom. Obviously there is a natural animal impulse to live, but viewing things rationally, living will cause me an immense suffering, and I will only grow more bitter, more desperate, and and far more self hating. It would have made sense if I ended things at around age 18 in retrospect, but here we are at 26.
I am uncertain of how to proceed. I feel there is so much left unfinished, but I do not have the means to do anything which I desire
I’ve come to realize loss is guaranteed regardless of the path I take. All roads from here lead to inceldom. Obviously there is a natural animal impulse to live, but viewing things rationally, living will cause me an immense suffering, and I will only grow more bitter, more desperate, and and far more self hating. It would have made sense if I ended things at around age 18 in retrospect, but here we are at 26.
I am uncertain of how to proceed. I feel there is so much left unfinished, but I do not have the means to do anything which I desire
