Realizing why I feel constant pressure to jester

[whiteissuperior]

From a young age, I always felt a constant need to jester. Make jokes and act over the top in a way I made a fool of myself. Now I understand why.

if I was not constantly jesterinh, I would be ignored or picked on. I purposely made myself the butt of every joke and made shock factor statements for attention. Because I was so ugly, making an absolute ass of myself was the only way I could get social validation.

at times it worked. Most times I just became the class clown no one wants to be. Everyone wants to be friends with the jester, no one wants to fuck him or even take him seriously.

normal ppl have normal convos with ppl, whereas even now, in my early 20s, I feel the need to jester, because I fear if I don’t entertain ppl no one will be my friend subconsciously. I struggle to have normal conversations because my face is like a goofy looking sid the sloth. Big nosed framelet Manlet.

this year, I have 3 resolutions
Studymaxx hard
looksmaxx/surgery max/sports max hard
Stop jestering even if I’m alone forever

 

[Deleted member 15674]

From a young age, I always felt a constant need to jester. Make jokes and act over the top in a way I made a fool of myself. Now I understand why.

if I was not constantly jesterinh, I would be ignored or picked on. I purposely made myself the butt of every joke and made shock factor statements for attention. Because I was so ugly, making an absolute ass of myself was the only way I could get social validation.

at times it worked. Most times I just became the class clown no one wants to be. Everyone wants to be friends with the jester, no one wants to fuck him or even take him seriously.

normal ppl have normal convos with ppl, whereas even now, in my early 20s, I feel the need to jester, because I fear if I don’t entertain ppl no one will be my friend subconsciously. I struggle to have normal conversations because my face is like a goofy looking sid the sloth. Big nosed framelet Manlet.

this year, I have 3 resolutions
Studymaxx hard
looksmaxx/surgery max/sports max hard
Stop jestering even if I’m alone forever

That used to be me, it's possible man. But the thing is, you will be very very lonely. I ended up stopping jestermaxxing and for about 2 years of my life struggled to socialise. I still struggled a little, but I have hobbies and read a lot, so I often have much to talk about. Issue is, is when you stop jestermaxxing people will see you as too serious and not want to hang out. They'll have deep convos with you and respect you, but you just aren't fun. You need to find a balance

 

[whiteissuperior]

That used to be me, it's possible man. But the thing is, you will be very very lonely. I ended up stopping jestermaxxing and for about 2 years of my life struggled to socialise. I still struggled a little, but I have hobbies and read a lot, so I often have much to talk about. Issue is, is when you stop jestermaxxing people will see you as too serious and not want to hang out. They'll have deep convos with you and respect you, but you just aren't fun. You need to find a balance

I look like Steve Harvey mixed with sid the sloth mixed with a 2 year old. It’s pretty over for me.

im just gonna slay one last becky probably then go through an incel period where I go off alone and surgery max, fix my incel posture, NT maxx, get MSE, and come out a normie.

but tbh if you have to self improve for women it’s over anyway . Still gotta make on great effort before I rope tho

 

[Deleted member 15674]

I look like Steve Harvey mixed with sid the sloth mixed with a 2 year old. It’s pretty over for me.

im just gonna slay one last becky probably then go through an incel period where I go off alone and surgery max, fix my incel posture, NT maxx, get MSE, and come out a normie.

but tbh if you have to self improve for women it’s over anyway . Still gotta make on great effort before I rope tho

>slay one last becky

Aren't you 2psl? How can you slay if you're that ugly? Post pics of yourself

 

[whiteissuperior]

>slay one last becky

Aren't you 2psl? How can you slay if you're that ugly? Post pics of yourself

I’m not 2psl

im 6’2 and 3 psl

so I have had sex with great effort

 

[Deleted member 15674]

I’m not 2psl

im 6’2 and 3 psl

so I have had sex with great effort

6'2 and 3 psl... mogs me. Do you even lift? Post your face lol

 

[Deleted member 8165]

i never felt the need to jester tbh

 

[whiteissuperior]

6'2 and 3 psl... mogs me. Do you even lift? Post your face lol

No I need to lift hard I’m lanky ast

Ill send you face over discord in about 6 days if you remember to ask me

 

[Deleted member 15674]

No I need to lift hard I’m lanky ast

Ill send you face over discord in about 6 days if you remember to ask me

You're a larping faggot, you call yourself a framelet manlet, yet you're 6ft+

 

[whiteissuperior]

You're a larping faggot, you call yourself a framelet manlet, yet you're 6ft+

That’s obviously a joke and anyone who has communicated with me knows it’s a joke. I have made multiple posts claiming to be 6’2 , black, and facially below average

 

[NotoriousLoser]

From a young age, I always felt a constant need to jester. Make jokes and act over the top in a way I made a fool of myself. Now I understand why.

if I was not constantly jesterinh, I would be ignored or picked on. I purposely made myself the butt of every joke and made shock factor statements for attention. Because I was so ugly, making an absolute ass of myself was the only way I could get social validation.

at times it worked. Most times I just became the class clown no one wants to be. Everyone wants to be friends with the jester, no one wants to fuck him or even take him seriously.

normal ppl have normal convos with ppl, whereas even now, in my early 20s, I feel the need to jester, because I fear if I don’t entertain ppl no one will be my friend subconsciously. I struggle to have normal conversations because my face is like a goofy looking sid the sloth. Big nosed framelet Manlet.

this year, I have 3 resolutions
Studymaxx hard
looksmaxx/surgery max/sports max hard
Stop jestering even if I’m alone forever

I know what you mean, I feel the same way. I'm usually calm and reserved, don't talk very much, but I don't get very far with MY APPEARANCE with this behavior. People see it as weird, strange and psychiatric, they then look at me repulsively and have a negative attitude towards me. So I'm forced to act in a funny way, just like you. Although it's not my natural. A flawless-faced Chad can afford to act like I said earlier, they'd say, "oh, he's so mysterious," women would find that kind of sexy, and he wouldn't come across as weird at all. If you look subhuman, you have to act like that, otherwise you will not be taken seriously and will only meet with rejection.

 

[Deleted member 2095]

Typical symptom of fragile low self esteem. Constantly seeking attention from your peers

 

[MaxillaMaxing]

From a young age, I always felt a constant need to jester. Make jokes and act over the top in a way I made a fool of myself. Now I understand why.

if I was not constantly jesterinh, I would be ignored or picked on. I purposely made myself the butt of every joke and made shock factor statements for attention. Because I was so ugly, making an absolute ass of myself was the only way I could get social validation.

at times it worked. Most times I just became the class clown no one wants to be. Everyone wants to be friends with the jester, no one wants to fuck him or even take him seriously.

normal ppl have normal convos with ppl, whereas even now, in my early 20s, I feel the need to jester, because I fear if I don’t entertain ppl no one will be my friend subconsciously. I struggle to have normal conversations because my face is like a goofy looking sid the sloth. Big nosed framelet Manlet.

this year, I have 3 resolutions
Studymaxx hard
looksmaxx/surgery max/sports max hard
Stop jestering even if I’m alone forever

Dont be a clown npc and body max. Normie males evolutionarily respect muslce