RODEBLUR
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Because patterns
Everything in life repeats itself
Five years ago, in 2016, i joined a forum. I really liked being there and i thought it was the fucking shit, really fun,
But an argument about a certain group of people who the owner happened to be one of later i got told i was ''banned from chat'', which i thought meant banned from commenting, but in reality referred to the built-in chat function, comparable to the one here. After that i insulted everyone even harder. After which i got blocked, which means banned from everything.
That misunderstanding was my demise. Had i known what they referred to and what awaited me, or known the owner was what he was i could've evaded being banned from the forum after only 4 days of activity.
But years and years of altmaking later, one of the bans my main account got ran out, and i asked the owner to be let back in. I managed to get back with my main account. I was finally free.
My oneitis situation reminds me of this. I tried reaching out to her because i saw her last activity being before i messaged her and she hadn't replied. I figured she could have been on a vacation. She eventually replied after about a month, then randomly blocked me.
The weirdness of that caused me to go on a hunt for her, after which i found her Instagram, and tried to follow her, as i thought you could only DM people you followed. Spamming her with follows every time she denied got me blocked from her account. It was only later that i realized you could DM people you don't follow.
Again, misunderstanding of technology messed me up. But i have high hopes that one day, she'll forgive me. One day. we will laugh this story off and we will be acquaintances. I just know.
Everything in life repeats itself
Five years ago, in 2016, i joined a forum. I really liked being there and i thought it was the fucking shit, really fun,
But an argument about a certain group of people who the owner happened to be one of later i got told i was ''banned from chat'', which i thought meant banned from commenting, but in reality referred to the built-in chat function, comparable to the one here. After that i insulted everyone even harder. After which i got blocked, which means banned from everything.
That misunderstanding was my demise. Had i known what they referred to and what awaited me, or known the owner was what he was i could've evaded being banned from the forum after only 4 days of activity.
But years and years of altmaking later, one of the bans my main account got ran out, and i asked the owner to be let back in. I managed to get back with my main account. I was finally free.
My oneitis situation reminds me of this. I tried reaching out to her because i saw her last activity being before i messaged her and she hadn't replied. I figured she could have been on a vacation. She eventually replied after about a month, then randomly blocked me.
The weirdness of that caused me to go on a hunt for her, after which i found her Instagram, and tried to follow her, as i thought you could only DM people you followed. Spamming her with follows every time she denied got me blocked from her account. It was only later that i realized you could DM people you don't follow.
Again, misunderstanding of technology messed me up. But i have high hopes that one day, she'll forgive me. One day. we will laugh this story off and we will be acquaintances. I just know.
❤ 
2021,Oct 19. ily
