
disillusioned
Fuchsia
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I'll be 30 in 5 months. Just recently I was at work at local pizza place and the other workers are mostly girls in their early 20's. They asked me how old I was because they felt I looked older than them. Later one of my relatives was visiting and he asked me if there were any cute girls working where I was and without thinking I said something along the lines of "yes but it doesn't matter because I'm too old for them". Only moments later was I hit with a brutal sensation I had never felt before in my life, as the implications of what I just said started slowly sinking in...
It is fucking over. Realizing that you have now officially become too old to hit on cute young women is fucking brutal. Not that it wasn't always over to begin with anyway, but now it's OFFICIALLY over where as in the past I could at least cope with "well perhaps within a few years I will just get lucky or something (in the sense of getting a decent looking girlfriend or slay mind you. Technically I'm not a virgin since I've "scored" with 2 fatties neither of whom I was sexually attracted to). Now I don't even have that cope anymore. Now it being over is 100% fact and there is nothing I can do to change it.
The agepill is brutal.
I should become a serial killer tbh.
It is fucking over. Realizing that you have now officially become too old to hit on cute young women is fucking brutal. Not that it wasn't always over to begin with anyway, but now it's OFFICIALLY over where as in the past I could at least cope with "well perhaps within a few years I will just get lucky or something (in the sense of getting a decent looking girlfriend or slay mind you. Technically I'm not a virgin since I've "scored" with 2 fatties neither of whom I was sexually attracted to). Now I don't even have that cope anymore. Now it being over is 100% fact and there is nothing I can do to change it.
The agepill is brutal.
I should become a serial killer tbh.