true_subhuman_here
"To fuck up is human... Shakespeare said that"
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I'm not supposed to feel this way
I have always tried to be rational
To look out for myself and no one else
To not care about anyone else but me
But here I am
Regretting treating people like shit
Regretting making people miserable
Regretting all my actions
Looking back at my previous behaviour I feel...
Disgusted
I'm never going to have a real friend because of that
I made fun of the only person that could have been my brother
And as much as I hate all that "Trying to be a good person" "Redemption arc" shit...
I want to become a better person
At least I try
Even if in the end it doesnt matter
I have always tried to be rational
To look out for myself and no one else
To not care about anyone else but me
But here I am
Regretting treating people like shit
Regretting making people miserable
Regretting all my actions
Looking back at my previous behaviour I feel...
Disgusted
I'm never going to have a real friend because of that
I made fun of the only person that could have been my brother
And as much as I hate all that "Trying to be a good person" "Redemption arc" shit...
I want to become a better person
At least I try
Even if in the end it doesnt matter