DwayneWhite55
I'm 39 and stfu about Asia
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So I'll start off by saying I havnt tried for any girl in a long while. I have a lot of opportunities at work but I hold it back because I don't want to be rejected and known as a ugly creep harasser. Even though it would be a blessing to get fired so not scared of that. But I just don't try unless I feel I definitely should.
So this brings me to last night. This girl comes in she's about 5'9 I'd say and I'm 5'7. I usually don't go for tall girls either because I know women don't want shorter men then them. But this girl was extra nice acting ,and looking me in my face smiling. And she started asking me all kinds of personal questions. Like what's my name,do I like my job,do I go to church. And she told me about a Bible verse that said something like ask and you will receive or something. She goes looking around the store and I notice she's wearing a long type of skirt. and I figured she's one of them really Christian girls. And maybe she's not shallow and judgemental. I start convincing myself maybe I need a godly clean Christian woman.
So anyways we was talking some more and I didn't ask for her number and I just said come back some time and she said if she's in town. So then I go stock and think damn there went my chance I just let slip by. Then I notice by the cameras in the office she came back in. And she wanted a pen to write down this Bible verse she just said. I thought she was going to include her number in it. Then this punk looking guy comes in and she treats him the same way being extra nice ,and smiling saying how are you today?? And he tells her he is hungover from drinking so much. And she laughs. So I take care of him and he finally leaves and she gives me the paper. And no number on there just the Bible verse , and she says she will pray for me. So I figured I'd help her out. I say I got a question for you,do you have a boyfriend? She goes umm noooo I don't with kind of a sad look and then she goes but I'm not looking for that right now. I said oh ok just wanted to ask. And she laughs and says OK and walks out the door.
I went back to stocking the coolers and thought WHAT IN THE FUCK , THAT WAS BRUTAL!! Not even a Christian girl would give me a chance,even a holier then thall type of girl who is taught to not to judge,is shallow. Not even God can make these women not shallow. She had to think I was ugly ,poor and not good enough for her to tell me no,even though she acted really nice. It was actually too nice like in a twilight zone type of nice.
So this brings me to last night. This girl comes in she's about 5'9 I'd say and I'm 5'7. I usually don't go for tall girls either because I know women don't want shorter men then them. But this girl was extra nice acting ,and looking me in my face smiling. And she started asking me all kinds of personal questions. Like what's my name,do I like my job,do I go to church. And she told me about a Bible verse that said something like ask and you will receive or something. She goes looking around the store and I notice she's wearing a long type of skirt. and I figured she's one of them really Christian girls. And maybe she's not shallow and judgemental. I start convincing myself maybe I need a godly clean Christian woman.
So anyways we was talking some more and I didn't ask for her number and I just said come back some time and she said if she's in town. So then I go stock and think damn there went my chance I just let slip by. Then I notice by the cameras in the office she came back in. And she wanted a pen to write down this Bible verse she just said. I thought she was going to include her number in it. Then this punk looking guy comes in and she treats him the same way being extra nice ,and smiling saying how are you today?? And he tells her he is hungover from drinking so much. And she laughs. So I take care of him and he finally leaves and she gives me the paper. And no number on there just the Bible verse , and she says she will pray for me. So I figured I'd help her out. I say I got a question for you,do you have a boyfriend? She goes umm noooo I don't with kind of a sad look and then she goes but I'm not looking for that right now. I said oh ok just wanted to ask. And she laughs and says OK and walks out the door.
I went back to stocking the coolers and thought WHAT IN THE FUCK , THAT WAS BRUTAL!! Not even a Christian girl would give me a chance,even a holier then thall type of girl who is taught to not to judge,is shallow. Not even God can make these women not shallow. She had to think I was ugly ,poor and not good enough for her to tell me no,even though she acted really nice. It was actually too nice like in a twilight zone type of nice.
