relapsing self harm for my gf

[thechuddiestchud]

Shut up, sex-having mong.

 

[iblamexyz]

Threads are really bad at this hour

 

[RomanianPhsyco]

yesterday night i couldn't sleep and i texted my gf that i won't survive weekend without her and i begged her to come to her bcs she lives pretty far and i could do long bike trip to her. but she denied, i haven't saw her in 2 days and when i saw her it was only for 30mins so it was almost nothing, so when she denied i got so sad i relapsed and cut my whole back until i was bleeding in 4 places. after i cuted myself she texted me she is ''weird'' rn and she was apologizing for how she treated me and we are seing today for much time but damaged has been done. i had also some nightmare that i can't get to her no matter how hard i try i just teleport away, also i skipped scholl bcs i have math test i don't studied for and 7 fucking lessons . 4 plane mechanics and 3 some kind of electrical engineering.

Im here for you my guy dw