Remember It can always get worse

[FiendFiend]

After like 2 and a half years of the most brutal unrelenting acne, and Post-inflammatory erythema, I had hopped on accutane, and shit was finally getting better. The red spot scarring was finally going away slowly but surely, I have had 0 new active acne for like a month. After NEETing for like a year and a half, I finally had went out with friends, got compliments saying I look good, with BB cream had 0 visible spots basically.

And then my fucking faggot ass mom says "hey why dont we get your pores clean and all of the rest of this small acne spots and shit cleared". I say sure , cuz why the fuck not? I finally thought I could even not need to wear the small amount of concealer anymore, and have better skin texture and everything.

I come back, and its been 2 fucking days. My fucking face has so much red spots and clots because this fucking bitch picked at my skin for 2 hours. Then my mom says "oh its okay it will go all away in 6 months"

Jfl does it look like I have 6 months to you I have been fucking locked in the basement for basically 1 and a half year only going college a couple times. This shit is a never ending fucking cycle man. Im going fucking crazy already as it is NEETing for couple months now. Now Im just told muh wait another 6 fucking months. I had girls who liked me adding me, I even was going on omegle and had foids fucking simp for me, it seemed like shit was getting back to normal.

My issue isnt even acne, its that when you pick at my shit, I get red spots and blood trapped underneath. It takes fucking MONTHS to go away.

FUCK MY FAGGOT ASS LIFE. It always can get worse, and always will get worse. Im already insecure as fuck about everything since my childhood as it is, i would hear my voice over recording and be super insecure about it, I would not even look into a mirror until my recent years cuz I literally had to cuz of acne (despite me still being gl). Now this makes my life even fucking worse.

Fucking throwing away half a year just like that because muh "it will go away eventually". Fuck this faggot ass fucking gaslight, my mom always tells me some fucking things going to get better, its false fucking hopium. I swear if my shit isnt clean and spotless by summer, I am fucking roping. Im done of this shit.

At this point I wish i was just born sub 5, I just keep fucking getting edged where I have peaks where girls like me , where it feels like things are getting better and im starting to live in the moment for once, and then I just get absolutely bitchslapped by the acne reaper.

 

[Vermilioncore]

life is such a merciful blur

 

[deyus]

After like 2 and a half years of the most brutal unrelenting acne, and Post-inflammatory erythema, I had hopped on accutane, and shit was finally getting better. The red spot scarring was finally going away slowly but surely, I have had 0 new active acne for like a month. After NEETing for like a year and a half, I finally had went out with friends, got compliments saying I look good, with BB cream had 0 visible spots basically.

And then my fucking faggot ass mom says "hey why dont we get your pores clean and all of the rest of this small acne spots and shit cleared". I say sure , cuz why the fuck not? I finally thought I could even not need to wear the small amount of concealer anymore, and have better skin texture and everything.

I come back, and its been 2 fucking days. My fucking face has so much red spots and clots because this fucking bitch picked at my skin for 2 hours. Then my mom says "oh its okay it will go all away in 6 months"

Jfl does it look like I have 6 months to you I have been fucking locked in the basement for basically 1 and a half year only going college a couple times. This shit is a never ending fucking cycle man. Im going fucking crazy already as it is NEETing for couple months now. Now Im just told muh wait another 6 fucking months. I had girls who liked me adding me, I even was going on omegle and had foids fucking simp for me, it seemed like shit was getting back to normal.

My issue isnt even acne, its that when you pick at my shit, I get red spots and blood trapped underneath. It takes fucking MONTHS to go away.

FUCK MY FAGGOT ASS LIFE. It always can get worse, and always will get worse. Im already insecure as fuck about everything since my childhood as it is, i would hear my voice over recording and be super insecure about it, I would not even look into a mirror until my recent years cuz I literally had to cuz of acne (despite me still being gl). Now this makes my life even fucking worse.

Fucking throwing away half a year just like that because muh "it will go away eventually". Fuck this faggot ass fucking gaslight, my mom always tells me some fucking things going to get better, its false fucking hopium. I swear if my shit isnt clean and spotless by summer, I am fucking roping. Im done of this shit.

At this point I wish i was just born sub 5, I just keep fucking getting edged where I have peaks where girls like me , where it feels like things are getting better and im starting to live in the moment for once, and then I just get absolutely bitchslapped by the acne reaper.

Wishing for a sub 5 life is some crazy bs.

 

[FiendFiend]

Wishing for a sub 5 life is some crazy bs.

yuh its all good i crash out sometimes, i have fixed my scarring suprisingly quick. This was like 12 hours after i had pore extractions done so i was pancking mad hard

 

[superpsycho]

life is such a merciful blur

 

[superpsycho]

im sorry ur parents are retarded

 

[superpsycho]

im sorry ur parents are retarded

however, you sitll lifemog me

ur still attracting women

 

[FiendFiend]

however, you sitll lifemog me

ur still attracting women

eh its whatever man. I saw my brother who is in one of the best universities in the world, and his bitch ass is struggling far more than me. Imagine busting ur ass years studying in a uni in a single bedroom and get declined to like 400 jobs. Fucking brutal. The products my derm told me to get have actually helped a lot. Over my 1 and a half year of neeting i didnt sit on my ass, i did attempt to go colleges, i did get a couple hours learning driving, i did make a couple thousand, i did improve my looks, drip.

I guess its not over I just panic my dick off and expect all this shit will happen quick. But thats a good thing cuz if I'm not rushing myself to improve my social life, economic life, and future then I may have everything all figured out at 30. But what good is that. Getting money young, having good experiences young.

As for social life I am gonna take phenibut and socially drink. I got a trip coming up in cali with friends which will be fun for sure. Then I'll come back when summer ends and will probably try going to an ethnic college, and this time pick a course with hella bitches, and take phenibut every other day. If I didnt lose virginity by cali trip, I'll for sure lose it or get in ltr after summer.

Anyways bro I was going around the area of the college literally all ethnic utermenschen im very privileged and shouldnt fuck this up.

 

[FiendFiend]

eh its whatever man. I saw my brother who is in one of the best universities in the world, and his bitch ass is struggling far more than me. Imagine busting ur ass years studying in a uni in a single bedroom and get declined to like 400 jobs. Fucking brutal. The products my derm told me to get have actually helped a lot. Over my 1 and a half year of neeting i didnt sit on my ass, i did attempt to go colleges, i did get a couple hours learning driving, i did make a couple thousand, i did improve my looks, drip.

I guess its not over I just panic my dick off and expect all this shit will happen quick. But thats a good thing cuz if I'm not rushing myself to improve my social life, economic life, and future then I may have everything all figured out at 30. But what good is that. Getting money young, having good experiences young.

As for social life I am gonna take phenibut and socially drink. I got a trip coming up in cali with friends which will be fun for sure. Then I'll come back when summer ends and will probably try going to an ethnic college, and this time pick a course with hella bitches, and take phenibut every other day. If I didnt lose virginity by cali trip, I'll for sure lose it or get in ltr after summer.

Anyways bro I was going around the area of the college literally all ethnic utermenschen im very privileged and shouldnt fuck this up.

I got like 2 more months until the trip. I'll try get my license in that time, and just take it easy and continue looksmaxxing, experimenting, and get more money. Its fucking crazy how like 4 months have went by already this year, new years felt like yesterday bro

Atleast overtime I am only ascending cuz Im fixing my skin. Next couple months after that will make or break whether I continue rotting and making new moves and plans. Or if I go and live a good life. Wish me luck jfl