remembering how subhuman i am made me not want to masturbate

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so i was beating my cock to bbw feedee porn on reddit. usual afternoon. and then i saw how many retards were salivating under the posts and how little the girl really gave a fuck

and then i just remembered how hypergamous feedees truly are like holy shit and that i am just a subhuman like the rest of the simps feeding into it. and then i remembered getting ignored constantly on feedee dating sites couldnt even make friends with dudes because i was so ugly and bald and now i cant beat my dick and am looking for occuloplastic surgeons in my area even though my eye area is fundamentally fucked and wont be good with surg

 

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and then i asked grok for reassurance and looked at pics of hs oneitis and how much she mogged tf out of me in angu even though she wasnt even lean at all and it was a bad picture and that was prolly why she didnt even like me my existence is futile and how i am just every failio my fsther has even though my mom looked good