Reminding myself I'm just a random makes me comfortable

[Muttcel foid killer]

I used to have main character syndrome a lot when I was younger, but then I would look at how mass murderers were viewed—how they were clowned and then quickly forgotten on the forums and boards I frequented. I began to realize that how I perceive the world doesn’t matter, and once my mind shuts off, barely anyone will remember me. That’s how I cope with regret, and that’s why, even after reflecting on some of my bad actions, I don’t feel bad—because at the end of the day, no one will remember me, so nothing I do, good or bad, matters.

 

[Muttcel foid killer]

It's a good coping mechanism