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Conquer your fear and you will conquer death
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I used to have uncontrollable anger issues as a young child
Always screaming and throwing shit whenever something didn’t go my way
Of course now I recognize it was all a response to the cruelty I faced from my health, my social life, and the sadness I felt from my family’s issues
But somewhere along the way I learned to direct all the hatred and fury inward, toward the only one who would take it: myself
That’s what made me such a piece of shit
Now I think the only way out is to find my anger and direct it at everything that I have control over / Every obstacle I can change
If you are forced one way or another into “controlling” your anger, it never disappears, it just goes into your unconscious and wreaks havoc on your life. Either you make yourself suffer or you vent it off somewhere where it can be useful.
Always screaming and throwing shit whenever something didn’t go my way
Of course now I recognize it was all a response to the cruelty I faced from my health, my social life, and the sadness I felt from my family’s issues
But somewhere along the way I learned to direct all the hatred and fury inward, toward the only one who would take it: myself
That’s what made me such a piece of shit
Now I think the only way out is to find my anger and direct it at everything that I have control over / Every obstacle I can change
If you are forced one way or another into “controlling” your anger, it never disappears, it just goes into your unconscious and wreaks havoc on your life. Either you make yourself suffer or you vent it off somewhere where it can be useful.
