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Hi, This is iblameautistickids, ru58841 and Cookie Monster.
I have made this alt account due to being perma banned on my previous accounts, I am sabotaging this alt account because I want to rejoin this community under this identity.
I am deeply sorry for breaking the staff members of this forums trust and i regret it a lot, during the time I was posting on old accounts, i was using this site as a coping mechanism for my unfortunate situation with my looks and personality, while this explains my behaviour, it is still not an excuse for repeatetly breaking forum rules.
When making this alt account and the other account that i have, i chose not to post as much as i previously did becuase i lost interest in shitposting excessively (especially low effort shitposts) and the urge to improve my self control was overpowering my urge to shitpost.
How do you know I will not make another alt?
If i just say i will never make another alt if im allowed back on here, you guys will not beleive me (and i dont blame you). However, i was always honest about my alt use, if i didnt immediately admit it, i would have still said it eventually. and some moderators may be able to vouch for me on this.
I have requested this to emeraldglass and gengar previously, however it didnt go anywhere due to the issues with the forms of communication that we had access to at the time. So this is my formal request.
I have a account in the queue waiting at the moment that i plan on coming back on as a fresh start, and i plan on deleting both this account and my other account.
anyways, after this thread goes up i will be banned, so i will continue on the ban appeals.
Thanks for reading!
@Randomized Shame - victim of my schizo and normal spam
@emeraldglass - victim of my schizo spam but cool as fuck
@chadisbeingmade - Ru58841 main account
@Hernan - OG dwerkmaxxer (if you know you know)
@Sadist - Cookie Monster's main account (meme is still massive btw)
looksmax.org
also this thread was from one of my mood swings, and i had to speak like a grey a bit, i requested to get it deleted but the mod i told isnt active at the moment.
I have made this alt account due to being perma banned on my previous accounts, I am sabotaging this alt account because I want to rejoin this community under this identity.
I am deeply sorry for breaking the staff members of this forums trust and i regret it a lot, during the time I was posting on old accounts, i was using this site as a coping mechanism for my unfortunate situation with my looks and personality, while this explains my behaviour, it is still not an excuse for repeatetly breaking forum rules.
When making this alt account and the other account that i have, i chose not to post as much as i previously did becuase i lost interest in shitposting excessively (especially low effort shitposts) and the urge to improve my self control was overpowering my urge to shitpost.
How do you know I will not make another alt?
If i just say i will never make another alt if im allowed back on here, you guys will not beleive me (and i dont blame you). However, i was always honest about my alt use, if i didnt immediately admit it, i would have still said it eventually. and some moderators may be able to vouch for me on this.
I have requested this to emeraldglass and gengar previously, however it didnt go anywhere due to the issues with the forms of communication that we had access to at the time. So this is my formal request.
I have a account in the queue waiting at the moment that i plan on coming back on as a fresh start, and i plan on deleting both this account and my other account.
anyways, after this thread goes up i will be banned, so i will continue on the ban appeals.
Thanks for reading!
@Randomized Shame - victim of my schizo and normal spam
@emeraldglass - victim of my schizo spam but cool as fuck
@chadisbeingmade - Ru58841 main account
@Hernan - OG dwerkmaxxer (if you know you know)
@Sadist - Cookie Monster's main account (meme is still massive btw)
Stop wasting your life
It honestly feels like yesterday when I discovered this site mid 2023 during a time when I was in a horrible mental state doing whatever I can to cope with my mental health issues, whether thats from doomscrolling on social media, smoking a lot of weed to the point of messing with my memory or...
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