RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

Tales from the slums of Nigeria
 
  • +1
Reactions: r0meus
its just your bones, they are soooo aggressive and too much defined, they look fake
nigga i got on a ft call w foids they made fun of me said i sucked in my cheeks until i showed them my face on cam and started talking and they were like oh shit he actually looks like that then they said I'm disgusting msuty and cheekbones look ugly and i haven't showered and I'm gorss
then i went to taco bell a couple days later to get some grub to eat and the girl in front of the line looked at me in horror grabbed her kids and placed them on her back like a bear didn’t even get her food and ran out of the restaurant
i hate myl ife i hate my face why am i so ugly
 

Attachments

  • D8F1DFC8-9E10-4DD4-9D4C-50854CBDB9C7.jpeg
    D8F1DFC8-9E10-4DD4-9D4C-50854CBDB9C7.jpeg
    2.1 MB · Views: 42
  • JFL
  • Woah
Reactions: Deleted member 15778, \/orman, averagenormie and 1 other person
  • JFL
Reactions: averagenormie and Jatt
seriouslky i most def have the psl aesthetics which is what truly matters tho no?????
Holy fuck bro ur so delusional you are 14 get a fucking grip and stop being so autistic. You are doing this to yourself and yet you blame others.
 
  • +1
Reactions: Jatt
2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed).

View attachment 3464686View attachment 3464687View attachment 3464690View attachment 3464691View attachment 3464692View attachment 3464694View attachment 3464696View attachment 3464735View attachment 3464701

View attachment 3464730
View attachment 3464728
View attachment 3464729
View attachment 3464731
View attachment 3464732
View attachment 3464744



Now, despite the fact i used to wear a mask 24/7 and being 2 inches less than I am now (5'6.5") I had MAD JB sex appeal and girls and those even older than me were sliding into my dms flirting with me through snaps. A couple more even requested for me to meet up with them so we could get down to "business".


View attachment 3464709View attachment 3464712View attachment 3464713
View attachment 3464714View attachment 3464717




With this, I believe I have the right to say looksmaxxing could ruin a persons self esteem if only you were to go deep into the rabbit hole studying what surgeries are ideal for you and get into inceldom I'm literally mirin my own selfs appeal back then I had a decent build for my age to the point girls wouldn't really mind if I were to please them and I was going to head over to a girls birthday party at a trampoline but then came the day I went to the park and got bullied and mentally abused for wearing glasses and that was what led to my social demise (Nobody liked me)


that was my culmination I went and indulged in blackpill full time

detestation against women

maniacal thoughts

distaste towards the world

overwhelming sadness

With all that frustration built up, I ended up becoming something anybody would least expect


A monster

View attachment 3464991View attachment 3464992View attachment 3464993View attachment 3464994

“hmm these sure are some unique pictures” I thought in a positive light

I thought terribly wrong. IT WAS NEGATIVE!

View attachment 3464997
Everyday I have to deal with assholes talking about me in a negative light I never did anything wrong I was just relaxing and taking a couple friendly photos alone and people just can’t accept that. They can’t accept me being relaxed.
THERE JUST HAS TO BE A PROBLEM AT ALL TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!! :feelswah::feelswah::feelswah:

It just worsens by the DAY

ill prolly tell a better story aka a part 2 to this

i just can’t see myself in those old photos I no longer appeal to women and I’ve officially started starvemaxxing

i’m just another case of how improving your looks could lead to failure in every other aspect of life

and at the time of writing this 1/31/2025 I’m still 14 and this is what I do nowadays just rot on Roblox playing emergency response liberty country while starving strolling around looksmax and on Discord with fellow blackpilled (check out da signature for a surprise)

before all this I was known as fuck at my school I was outgoing

everybody wanted to speak with me

i had everything socially but now I’ve wasted it to become a damn rotter? I don’t even wanna bother finishing this up. I’m completely sick of myself I am a damned loser just because of my looks alone.

But hey since I’m already here why not just finish the job?! time to looksmax!

I’ve spent most of my money on surgeries but unfortunately the ideal end result I had in my head did not come to life so now I’m picking up the pieces and I’m finna save up for the surgeries on the more expensive side! More expensive = better recovery

I’m ready for the did not read comments keep em coming I doubt u would say that to me on a discord vc pusahboy!

i’m done here lmk what else u guys want from me
 
2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed).

View attachment 3464686View attachment 3464687View attachment 3464690View attachment 3464691View attachment 3464692View attachment 3464694View attachment 3464696View attachment 3464735View attachment 3464701

View attachment 3464730
View attachment 3464728
View attachment 3464729
View attachment 3464731
View attachment 3464732
View attachment 3464744



Now, despite the fact i used to wear a mask 24/7 and being 2 inches less than I am now (5'6.5") I had MAD JB sex appeal and girls and those even older than me were sliding into my dms flirting with me through snaps. A couple more even requested for me to meet up with them so we could get down to "business".


View attachment 3464709View attachment 3464712View attachment 3464713
View attachment 3464714View attachment 3464717




With this, I believe I have the right to say looksmaxxing could ruin a persons self esteem if only you were to go deep into the rabbit hole studying what surgeries are ideal for you and get into inceldom I'm literally mirin my own selfs appeal back then I had a decent build for my age to the point girls wouldn't really mind if I were to please them and I was going to head over to a girls birthday party at a trampoline but then came the day I went to the park and got bullied and mentally abused for wearing glasses and that was what led to my social demise (Nobody liked me)


that was my culmination I went and indulged in blackpill full time

detestation against women

maniacal thoughts

distaste towards the world

overwhelming sadness

With all that frustration built up, I ended up becoming something anybody would least expect


A monster

View attachment 3464991View attachment 3464992View attachment 3464993View attachment 3464994

“hmm these sure are some unique pictures” I thought in a positive light

I thought terribly wrong. IT WAS NEGATIVE!

View attachment 3464997
Everyday I have to deal with assholes talking about me in a negative light I never did anything wrong I was just relaxing and taking a couple friendly photos alone and people just can’t accept that. They can’t accept me being relaxed.
THERE JUST HAS TO BE A PROBLEM AT ALL TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!! :feelswah::feelswah::feelswah:

It just worsens by the DAY

ill prolly tell a better story aka a part 2 to this

i just can’t see myself in those old photos I no longer appeal to women and I’ve officially started starvemaxxing

i’m just another case of how improving your looks could lead to failure in every other aspect of life

and at the time of writing this 1/31/2025 I’m still 14 and this is what I do nowadays just rot on Roblox playing emergency response liberty country while starving strolling around looksmax and on Discord with fellow blackpilled (check out da signature for a surprise)

before all this I was known as fuck at my school I was outgoing

everybody wanted to speak with me

i had everything socially but now I’ve wasted it to become a damn rotter? I don’t even wanna bother finishing this up. I’m completely sick of myself I am a damned loser just because of my looks alone.

But hey since I’m already here why not just finish the job?! time to looksmax!

I’ve spent most of my money on surgeries but unfortunately the ideal end result I had in my head did not come to life so now I’m picking up the pieces and I’m finna save up for the surgeries on the more expensive side! More expensive = better recovery

I’m ready for the did not read comments keep em coming I doubt u would say that to me on a discord vc pusahboy!

i’m done here lmk what else u guys want from me
What the fuck is you doing dawg
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 117946
Crazy Look but you could monetize it maybe. Become like a character with comedy stuff you could be a real life cartoon character.

At least get something out of this shit if you cant live normal anyways.

Also stop doing surgeries. Maybe puberty will make you more normal looking.
 
  • So Sad
  • JFL
Reactions: aloooeJIEEES and incel-at-heart
Holy fuck bro ur so delusional you are 14 get a fucking grip and stop being so autistic. You are doing this to yourself and yet you blame others.
youre so right only way i could move on now is by going through a couple more procedures in hopes nobody will fuck with me like that again no need for violence no need for guns no need for fists just gotta mog
 
Crazy Look but you could monetize it maybe. Become like a character with comedy stuff you could be a real life cartoon character.

At least get something out of this shit if you cant live normal anyways.

Also stop doing surgeries. Maybe puberty will make you more normal looking.
no u asshole i am a normal human being

what surgeries
 
Bro you werent ugly, you were just a kid

No reason for facial surgeries unless its for medical reasons until your atleast 18
hahahahaha oh the typical age cope

i saw “kids” my age who are literal chads before i dropped out (i say kids with quotations as they look a lot older than the average freshman)

i will get as many surgeries as it takes to get rid of my title as an incel
 
hahahahaha oh the typical age cope

i saw “kids” my age who are literal chads before i dropped out (i say kids with quotations as they look a lot older than the average freshman)

i will get as many surgeries as it takes to get rid of my title as an incel
Bro your black it was over from the start
 
nigga i got on a ft call w foids they made fun of me said i sucked in my cheeks until i showed them my face on cam and started talking and they were like oh shit he actually looks like that then they said I'm disgusting msuty and cheekbones look ugly and i haven't showered and I'm gorss
then i went to taco bell a couple days later to get some grub to eat and the girl in front of the line looked at me in horror grabbed her kids and placed them on her back like a bear didn’t even get her food and ran out of the restaurant
i hate myl ife i hate my face why am i so ugly
you are not ugly, you are uncanny, too agressive surgeries made u scary
 
you are not ugly, you are uncanny, too agressive surgeries made u scary
how do i look scary bro i dont want to look uncanny my next procedure is an eye surgery stay tuned
 
how do i look scary bro i dont want to look uncanny my next procedure is an eye surgery stay tuned
IDK im just judging what i see but i dont understand how u dont see that u are sooo scary and uncanny
 
Bro could’ve just pulled from NT halo for being black and instead resorted to this 😭
 
the black James sapphire 😭
 
nigga can take just 1 picture of a relaxed face, no cheek biting, squinting, ect.
 
nigga can take just 1 picture of a relaxed face, no cheek biting, squinting, ect.
i do none of that cope i mog you
 
why isi it so hard to become nt again??? also do the videos i put play on your side?

they arent on mine maayb its just a connection problem
Too much awareness. I don't even know how I was playful with an htb a year ago
 
Life is shit, in 2022 I spent months before giving myself over to ultra BP, I went out with pretty girls, including a girl who is now a HHTB, which led me to years without leaving my house, even before 2022 since I met BP at Christmas 2019, the mere fact of going out is shit, luckily I promoted and now everything is fine although I still think it's not enough:feelscry:
 
you’re only 14? Honestly I think you should just appreciate life and spend time in nature.
 
Life is shit, in 2022 I spent months before giving myself over to ultra BP, I went out with pretty girls, including a girl who is now a HHTB, which led me to years without leaving my house, even before 2022 since I met BP at Christmas 2019, the mere fact of going out is shit, luckily I promoted and now everything is fine although I still think it's not enough:feelscry:
see it’s never over
not til u say so
 
  • +1
Reactions: jué and ROPEBYATHOUSANDMOGS
you’re only 14? Honestly I think you should just appreciate life and spend time in nature.
nah not anymore i dont even work out am fat as shit now fr

i am strongly against working out and training even tho i used to advocate it

i don't need to improve my looks or testosterone tho for women i don't care how i look
 
wym too much awareness bro?
You're aware of your looks so unconsciously you vecame a high inhib cuck and stop being nt.
That's why you didn't Slay at that time and went home because those fags bullied you at the park. Of course you would be a high inhib cuvk if that happens continuously
Go do some bjj and obliterate those park fags
Just fix your harmony or larp as that voodoo nigga from princess and the frog
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 15778
nah not anymore i dont even work out am fat as shit now fr

i am strongly against working out and training even tho i used to advocate it

i don't need to improve my looks or testosterone tho for women i don't care how i look
You got bullied at the park bro handle that shit
 
nigga i got on a ft call w foids they made fun of me said i sucked in my cheeks until i showed them my face on cam and started talking and they were like oh shit he actually looks like that then they said I'm disgusting msuty and cheekbones look ugly and i haven't showered and I'm gorss
then i went to taco bell a couple days later to get some grub to eat and the girl in front of the line looked at me in horror grabbed her kids and placed them on her back like a bear didn’t even get her food and ran out of the restaurant
i hate myl ife i hate my face why am i so ugly
Voodoocel:feelsrope:
 
nah not anymore i dont even work out am fat as shit now fr

i am strongly against working out and training even tho i used to advocate it

i don't need to improve my looks or testosterone tho for women i don't care how i look
Bro, you should quit looksmaxxing and just get close to God.
 
  • Hmm...
Reactions: averagenormie
2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed).

View attachment 3464686View attachment 3464687View attachment 3464690View attachment 3464691View attachment 3464692View attachment 3464694View attachment 3464696View attachment 3464735View attachment 3464701

View attachment 3464730
View attachment 3464728
View attachment 3464729
View attachment 3464731
View attachment 3464732
View attachment 3464744



Now, despite the fact i used to wear a mask 24/7 and being 2 inches less than I am now (5'6.5") I had MAD JB sex appeal and girls and those even older than me were sliding into my dms flirting with me through snaps. A couple more even requested for me to meet up with them so we could get down to "business".


View attachment 3464709View attachment 3464712View attachment 3464713
View attachment 3464714View attachment 3464717




With this, I believe I have the right to say looksmaxxing could ruin a persons self esteem if only you were to go deep into the rabbit hole studying what surgeries are ideal for you and get into inceldom I'm literally mirin my own selfs appeal back then I had a decent build for my age to the point girls wouldn't really mind if I were to please them and I was going to head over to a girls birthday party at a trampoline but then came the day I went to the park and got bullied and mentally abused for wearing glasses and that was what led to my social demise (Nobody liked me)


that was my culmination I went and indulged in blackpill full time

detestation against women

maniacal thoughts

distaste towards the world

overwhelming sadness

With all that frustration built up, I ended up becoming something anybody would least expect


A monster

View attachment 3464991View attachment 3464992View attachment 3464993View attachment 3464994

“hmm these sure are some unique pictures” I thought in a positive light

I thought terribly wrong. IT WAS NEGATIVE!

View attachment 3464997
Everyday I have to deal with assholes talking about me in a negative light I never did anything wrong I was just relaxing and taking a couple friendly photos alone and people just can’t accept that. They can’t accept me being relaxed.
THERE JUST HAS TO BE A PROBLEM AT ALL TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!! :feelswah::feelswah::feelswah:

It just worsens by the DAY

ill prolly tell a better story aka a part 2 to this

i just can’t see myself in those old photos I no longer appeal to women and I’ve officially started starvemaxxing

i’m just another case of how improving your looks could lead to failure in every other aspect of life

and at the time of writing this 1/31/2025 I’m still 14 and this is what I do nowadays just rot on Roblox playing emergency response liberty country while starving strolling around looksmax and on Discord with fellow blackpilled (check out da signature for a surprise)

before all this I was known as fuck at my school I was outgoing

everybody wanted to speak with me

i had everything socially but now I’ve wasted it to become a damn rotter? I don’t even wanna bother finishing this up. I’m completely sick of myself I am a damned loser just because of my looks alone.

But hey since I’m already here why not just finish the job?! time to looksmax!

I’ve spent most of my money on surgeries but unfortunately the ideal end result I had in my head did not come to life so now I’m picking up the pieces and I’m finna save up for the surgeries on the more expensive side! More expensive = better recovery

I’m ready for the did not read comments keep em coming I doubt u would say that to me on a discord vc pusahboy!

i’m done here lmk what else u guys want from me
Nigga you were appealing back then
 
Nigga you were appealing back then
how am inot anymore? i think im a pretty trsutworhty looking person and kind looking have pretty nice kind looking eyes and high appeal
 
how am inot anymore? i think im a pretty trsutworhty looking person and kind looking have pretty nice kind looking eyes and high appeal
maybe if you relax your face
 
i am its called having low body fat no browbone and fat pads
Get fat grafting and browbone try to make yourself look welcoming and appealing instead of scary
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 15778
Get fat grafting and browbone try to make yourself look welcoming and appealing instead of scary
how do i look scary nigga? i am very welcoming
 

Similar threads

roidrager
Replies
25
Views
254
oijuyfdtrg
O
antipsychotics
Replies
16
Views
229
buddhistking
buddhistking
TheVoidInside
Replies
18
Views
224
TheVoidInside
TheVoidInside
S
Replies
9
Views
107
Society hates me
S
TheVoidInside
Replies
15
Views
99
TheVoidInside
TheVoidInside

Users who are viewing this thread

Back
Top