Reta not helping anymore

[pls i hsyr this]

For a little context I started taking Reta exactly a year ago at 210 pounds and now I’m sitting at 152. Unfortunately I’m cursed because my fucking fat distribution is terrible and I have feathering on my triceps and shoulder stations but I still have a belly. The outline of my abs are showing but not enough to where I’m happy with it. There is genuinely no point of Reta for me anymore because I need atleast 10 mgs for me to eat optimally for 3 days max and then I’m back to normal ravenous 210 like hunger. And it’s not like I’ve been on Reta the entire year I’ve cycled off many times but ever since that first cycle It never felt the same after that. I’m pretty muscular so is that maybe why? Like I genuinely just want to get to get rid of food noise and not be hungry but this shit is getting annoying now. No point in trying to hop back on Reta anymore because it’s actually useless and I’ve switched vendors countless times so I know it’s not the source. I’ve tried adderall and that seems to be working great for me but I don’t have a supply or source of getting it without emptying my bank account completely (trying to get prescribed but might be annoying) is there any other way for me to kill hunger. Researching triz but I don’t think that would help either since I would have to use an abundance of it to feel anything, just a little less compared to reta. I’ve heard about carg but many sources say it hasn’t helped so idk if I should do that. If anyone else has experienced this please help