jonathan_will
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So everything used to be fine. I used to be passionate about basketball and generally a social guy but basketball got taken away from me due to an injury. After that I had nothing to do and decided to start looksmaxing. I became insecure and develop dysmporhpia and I can't do this anymore. I am 15 right now wasting my teenage years and high inhib. I get called gay and generally my looks are not it. I give myself one last chance to either ascend with steroids or if that fails i swear I will rope. But even if I ascend will it ever be enough? I have become extreme introverted and antisocial and I can't talk to girls and even if I do it will fail miserably because I am high inhib. I have like 8-9 months before my life even gets better or I rope.