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I don't know much longer I can take the BP. For context, there's this girl in my class who's relatively attractive, by no means is she a stacy, but I'd say she's around my looks level. I have had a grand total of 0 female success over my 19 years of being on this planet, and for my second year of university, the class that I'm taking (Econ & Maths) hosted a walk for the other students to go on. I attend this walk, hoping that I would make some friends and meet some more people, so I get there late and there aren't many people, around 15 or so and this girl starts talking to me. To be honest, I would say I acted pretty NT. We spoke about normal stuff like what careers we both wanted to go into after graduating and music, and it was all going great. The walk ends and she asks if she can walk back with me, I interpret this as an IOI, so I continue getting to know her. As we walk back we decided to hang out for a bit, and everything was going perfectly. Never in my life has a female ever showed any slight interest in voluntarily interacting with me. Then there was social event later, she gave more IOIS and we started hanging out more. Hanging out after class, after workshops etc, but nothing crazy was said. 3 days later, I asked her if she wanted to go into the city centre the next day AND NOT ONLY DID THIS FOID NOT REPLY BUT SHE SENT ME A PICTURE OF HER AT SOME RESTAURANT WITH ANOTHER PERSON. I don't know if it were a guy, but I assume it was. THIS IS SO FUCKING BRUTAL I AM GOING TO DROP OUT OF EVERYTHING AND PERMA ROT ON THIS FORUM UNTILL I FESTER THE BALLS ENOUGH TO HANG MYSELF
