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Sorry guys long rant i doubt anyone will even read.
During September of 2024, I was close to turning 15. At school I saw a shy Chinese international student named Hannah, and she was the prettiest girl I've ever seen as of that time. At one point, I ended up getting seated next to her, and the began our little "talking stage", you could say. She ended up asking for my phone number, and I was fucking ecstatic because this was the first girl I've ever had a crush on, and I bagged her just like that. So we ended up texting a lott, and she told me how handsome she thought I was and how I smelt good. To be fair, everything was perfect, and I was taking my time with this. One night I asked when her birthday was, and she said 2008. I was thinking to myself "oh shit that's even better than her being my age or younger". I ended up telling her I'm 2010, and since that moment, she started texting me less and less. This was about 1.5 years ago, and I'm still having trouble getting over it. But about 6 months after I got left in the dust by Hannah, I met another Chinese girl named Karina (yes I have a type). I started dating her, she was just another girl that wanted me for my looks. She was the most toxic, hypergamous bitch ever, sometimes I hope she dies. Anyways, I went to China last summer, and I met so many fine ass girls that mostly wanted me aswell. There was atleast 20 girls that wanted me, I went to the great wall and had 6 girls following me, I felt hella uncomfortable but it's certainly a flex. There were a few girls that stood out to me, about 4 probably. Unfortunately I could not get any of their contacts because I'm a very loyal person, and I was stuck in that hellish relationship with that fucktard. I missed so many opportunities because of that bitch, and I would've lost my V-card if I didn't date her. Last night, I was looking back on the whole situation. I couldn't sleep for hours, remembering how many fine women I wanted that wanted me aswell. Every single one, I fumbled, and I doubt I would ever get the chance to go back to China where I can abuse JBW as an lmtn. I hope I don't have another night like that, felt like I was having a breakdown. I'm transferring schools next semester, so I'm just praying I'm able to get another opportunity and take it without having anything hold me back.
During September of 2024, I was close to turning 15. At school I saw a shy Chinese international student named Hannah, and she was the prettiest girl I've ever seen as of that time. At one point, I ended up getting seated next to her, and the began our little "talking stage", you could say. She ended up asking for my phone number, and I was fucking ecstatic because this was the first girl I've ever had a crush on, and I bagged her just like that. So we ended up texting a lott, and she told me how handsome she thought I was and how I smelt good. To be fair, everything was perfect, and I was taking my time with this. One night I asked when her birthday was, and she said 2008. I was thinking to myself "oh shit that's even better than her being my age or younger". I ended up telling her I'm 2010, and since that moment, she started texting me less and less. This was about 1.5 years ago, and I'm still having trouble getting over it. But about 6 months after I got left in the dust by Hannah, I met another Chinese girl named Karina (yes I have a type). I started dating her, she was just another girl that wanted me for my looks. She was the most toxic, hypergamous bitch ever, sometimes I hope she dies. Anyways, I went to China last summer, and I met so many fine ass girls that mostly wanted me aswell. There was atleast 20 girls that wanted me, I went to the great wall and had 6 girls following me, I felt hella uncomfortable but it's certainly a flex. There were a few girls that stood out to me, about 4 probably. Unfortunately I could not get any of their contacts because I'm a very loyal person, and I was stuck in that hellish relationship with that fucktard. I missed so many opportunities because of that bitch, and I would've lost my V-card if I didn't date her. Last night, I was looking back on the whole situation. I couldn't sleep for hours, remembering how many fine women I wanted that wanted me aswell. Every single one, I fumbled, and I doubt I would ever get the chance to go back to China where I can abuse JBW as an lmtn. I hope I don't have another night like that, felt like I was having a breakdown. I'm transferring schools next semester, so I'm just praying I'm able to get another opportunity and take it without having anything hold me back.
