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Deleted member 436935
Iron
- Joined
- May 25, 2026
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tbh its my first time on here i js have tt knowledge its like 3am im on my bullshit i dont even have the courage to kms yeah im a retard who cuts himself and subconsciously thinks about doing it 24/7 ive deadass tried talking to a fucking therapist every fucking day these goddamn fucking people everybodys more attractive believing in god wont fucking help im never see as anything more then a fucking loser i dont give a fuck if any of you retards think im doing this shit for attention for the love of god i dont fucking know what to do my lifes just getting started i just got a job i havent gotten my heart broken in a while im getting a check in two weeks for a band to help level myself up im so fucking done theres no way out other then drugs prison selling your soul or living ur disgusting fucking life with no meaning to it ever and i dont even think i look bad at all i think im decent as i showed in the screenshot i dont have a feeling for life anymore i dont care abt what these fucking low life faggots think of me at school 7 days left yet im failing 2 classes nd cant even look people in the fucking eye because i wish the whole fucking school got shot up and every fucking person died in there those disgusting fucking rats i dont even have any courage to take my life or rope or even od yeah my brother has a gun but whos dumb enough to steal it shoot themselves and his retarded ass goes to prison for owning it i dont fucking know what to do with my shitty life and i hate every fucking person i see doing well and acting like they have meaning in their life nobody means anything everybody just fucking pretends like their life is okay or their content with it when in reality there is no meaning to this fucking life theres no meaning to existing theres no fucking meaning to continuing yet i still do it i always have i put a knife to my throat when i was 7 but was too scared to slit it i did the same a week ago and i was still too scared too im subconsciously not ready to die yet every fucking day makes me remember why its better to do it i just need advice