ewes
Iron
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so in the last two months ive been thinking about roping, i dont even know why i get Girls, have Friends and everything, the only thing that comes to mind is that I have a really bad Relationship to Both my parents. Theyre divorced and my mom kicked me out when I was 14 and I went to live with my Dad who i barely knew who has a whole new Family and I just dont fit in there, but back to the Problem, all of a sudden i had These thoughts about if life is really Worth living like this, i dont want to Slave my whole life away and I dont think anything in my life will fullfill me in a way that makes me endure this slavery and I have such an urge to feel the rope around my neck tighten, i wanna know how it feels Like to have your life fading before your eyes and to know how I feel in my final Moments and I want people to notice that im gone and i wanna know if they would even really care or just larp being sad about my death for some ig stories
Peace out boyos.
Peace out boyos.