sub3european
Recessed ltn in Mumbai
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Hi guys, Im gonna be honest, lately I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot. I’m not planning to do anything, so don’t panic, but mentally it’s getting pretty heavy.
I’m posting here because I’d rather talk to real people and ask something: what keeps you going when life feels like this? Does it actually get better with time?
If anyone here has been through a phase like this before, I’d really appreciate hearing your experience or where you found help.
Also if you are wondering why, its because IVe got horrible parents ( crackhead and an horrendous mother) also IVe been fat and ugly my whole Life, im maybe hltn with htn potential but i cant wait for the ascension, IVe Never got play with any girls, never had a compliment, dumb as fuck, creepy and weird (Nd), im 5’11, no money, horrendous social interactions, no friends, no skill beside combat sports, i have also no degree, i have been bullied my whole life, people make fun of me in the streets, and to top it off, my only brother (from another mother) blocked me because he tought that because i was too miserable for him.
So does it get better or should I LDAR?
I’m posting here because I’d rather talk to real people and ask something: what keeps you going when life feels like this? Does it actually get better with time?
If anyone here has been through a phase like this before, I’d really appreciate hearing your experience or where you found help.
Also if you are wondering why, its because IVe got horrible parents ( crackhead and an horrendous mother) also IVe been fat and ugly my whole Life, im maybe hltn with htn potential but i cant wait for the ascension, IVe Never got play with any girls, never had a compliment, dumb as fuck, creepy and weird (Nd), im 5’11, no money, horrendous social interactions, no friends, no skill beside combat sports, i have also no degree, i have been bullied my whole life, people make fun of me in the streets, and to top it off, my only brother (from another mother) blocked me because he tought that because i was too miserable for him.
So does it get better or should I LDAR?