Ropemaxxing via a masaai jump from a building

[Jesus_ist_König]

Exactly 37 minutes ago voice 1 pushed me 4 times into making a jump from my window. She said that I should jump. I looked down, I didn’t jump. I thought she was my friend. Since knowing her there were incidents where she harmed me or was mean to me even though she was my best friend 99% of the time.

She never told me to jump nor other voices.
I don’t know why she talks. She isn’t supposed to since I’m on adhd meds. But at night they were always real.

@yyk117 @Nodal @Lamskiiii @loseratgenes @Softmax09

 

[lmnopq]

schizophrenia is talking, watch and listen

 

[choppedpajeet]

avg shcizo ramblings

 

[Idontknow-]

Get help ASAP

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@satangoy @the exile v2 @sonic55555

Imma go to sleep now before bad things happen

 

[user20266741]

Exactly 37 minutes ago voice 1 pushed me 4 times into making a jump from my window. She said that I should jump. I looked down, I didn’t jump. I thought she was my friend. Since knowing her there were incidents where she harmed me or was mean to me even though she was my best friend 99% of the time.

She never told me to jump nor other voices.
I don’t know why she talks. She isn’t supposed to since I’m on adhd meds. But at night they were always real.

@yyk117 @Nodal @Lamskiiii @loseratgenes @Softmax09

I must ask, do the voices sound like someone is actually talking to you, or are they just really strong thoughts in a way?

 

[satangoy]

@satangoy @the exile v2 @sonic55555

Imma go to sleep now before bad things happen

good night bro dont do anything stupid and dnr the voices

 

[Softmax09]

Konntest du unterscheiden, ob sie echt sind?

 

[Peco]

Larping schizo for reps is a new one

 

[Buddyboyo2]

Nigga watched fight club once

 

[loseratgenes]

Larping schizo for reps is a new one

Silence greyFAGGOT

 

[loseratgenes]

Exactly 37 minutes ago voice 1 pushed me 4 times into making a jump from my window. She said that I should jump. I looked down, I didn’t jump. I thought she was my friend. Since knowing her there were incidents where she harmed me or was mean to me even though she was my best friend 99% of the time.

She never told me to jump nor other voices.
I don’t know why she talks. She isn’t supposed to since I’m on adhd meds. But at night they were always real.

@yyk117 @Nodal @Lamskiiii @loseratgenes @Softmax09

i told you bro you cant control it, you need help

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I must ask, do the voices sound like someone is actually talking to you, or are they just really strong thoughts in a way?

I can differenciate them from real ppls voices. They dont sound like a voice that has sound waves.

 

[LaMuerta]

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Konntest du unterscheiden, ob sie echt sind?

Ich weiß es nicht genau?? Also na klar wusste ich, dass es Stimme 1 war, jedoch habe ich mich nicht in dem Moment, ob sie echt sei oder nicht.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I must ask, do the voices sound like someone is actually talking to you, or are they just really strong thoughts in a way?

It was at night. At night they get a lot realer. I regocnized her voice, but I didnt ask my self if she sounded like a real voice or not. I knew that she was not a human, but she is real

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i told you bro you cant control it, you need help

Tomorrow I have an appointment at my therapist.
1. I dont want to go to him since he thinks that Im larping
2. Since I told my parents that everything I told them was just larp to get attention, Im afraid that my mom will ask him and he may reveal the emails I wrote him to her so she will know that I didnt larp -theoretically he isnt allowed to tell her without my approve.

The appointment is useless since he doesnt believe me anyways and I wont open up again infront of him and my mother.
I dont think Im going

 

[Softmax09]

Ich weiß es nicht genau?? Also na klar wusste ich, dass es Stimme 1 war, jedoch habe ich mich nicht in dem Moment, ob sie echt sei oder nicht.

Ja Bro, dann ist ja komplett over

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Ja Bro, dann ist ja komplett over

Was hätte ich sagen müssen, damit es nicht over wäre?

 

[loseratgenes]

Tomorrow I have an appointment at my therapist.
1. I dont want to go to him since he thinks that Im larping
2. Since I told my parents that everything I told them was just larp to get attention, Im afraid that my mom will ask him and he may reveal the emails I wrote him to her so she will know that I didnt larp -theoretically he isnt allowed to tell her without my approve.

The appointment is useless since he doesnt believe me anyways and I wont open up again infront of him and my mother.
I dont think Im going

it's actually so over

 

[Mainlander]

that u?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

that u?

No, if someone would see me they would think im normal, its mostly internally

 

[Niebvll]

I am voice 1

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I am voice 1

Dooooooood no

 

[the exile v2]

bro answer dms

 

[Niebvll]

Dooooooood no

Yes I am

 

[rocco.sm7]

Exactly 37 minutes ago voice 1 pushed me 4 times into making a jump from my window. She said that I should jump. I looked down, I didn’t jump. I thought she was my friend. Since knowing her there were incidents where she harmed me or was mean to me even though she was my best friend 99% of the time.

She never told me to jump nor other voices.
I don’t know why she talks. She isn’t supposed to since I’m on adhd meds. But at night they were always real.

@yyk117 @Nodal @Lamskiiii @loseratgenes @Softmax09

schiz wtf

 

[Softmax09]

Was hätte ich sagen müssen, damit es nicht over wäre?

Dass du sie unterscheiden kannst

Eigentlich ist es schon over, weil du überhaupt überlegt hast, auf die Stimme zu hören

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Dass du sie unterscheiden kannst

Eigentlich ist es schon over, weil du überhaupt überlegt hast, auf die Stimme zu hören

Ich bereue es schon arg. Ich dachte immer, dass imaginäre Freunde haben cool ist etc. und das es edgy ist. Wäre auch wahrscheinlich so gewesen, wenn man sich als NT imaginäre Freunde erstellt und diese kontrollieren kann, jedoch bezweifle ich, dass eine NT Person überhaupt jeglichen anreiz zu solchen Aktivitäten verspürt.
Ja, over vielleicht. Ich will das nicht mehr haben. Ich habe gedacht, dass es witzig wäre, ist es aber nicht

 

[Softmax09]

Ich bereue es schon arg. Ich dachte immer, dass imaginäre Freunde haben cool ist etc. und das es edgy ist. Wäre auch wahrscheinlich so gewesen, wenn man sich als NT imaginäre Freunde erstellt und diese kontrollieren kann, jedoch bezweifle ich, dass eine NT Person überhaupt jeglichen anreiz zu solchen Aktivitäten verspürt.
Ja, over vielleicht. Ich will das nicht mehr haben. Ich habe gedacht, dass es witzig wäre, ist es aber nicht

Aber du hast ja nur eine von den Fünf selber erstellt oder?

Und Versuch einfach sie nicht mehr selber anzusprechen

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Aber du hast ja nur eine von den Fünf selber erstellt oder?

Ja eigentlich schon. Also es war so. Die sind einfach gekommen, ich habe gefragt, wie die heißen und dann haben sie mir ihre Namen gesagt und ich habe weiter geredet mit denen.

Aber manchmal habe ich -neue Stimmen- einfach ignoriert und die kamen dann nicht.

Ich weiß halt ehrlich nicht, ob ich mich selbst einfach anlüge und denke, dass sie echt sind, oder ob ich wirklich Psychosen oder so habe und denke das sie echt echt sind. Auf jeden Fall sind sie abends viel echter.

Und Versuch einfach sie nicht mehr selber anzusprechen

Es ist halt, ich muss nur an sie denken und bamm sie sprechen

 

[atomstetic]

Bro get help

 

[d99lotus]

It was at night. At night they get a lot realer. I regocnized her voice, but I didnt ask my self if she sounded like a real voice or not. I knew that she was not a human, but she is real

Ur a schizo nigga

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro get help

My therapist thinks im larping regardless of how often I stressed it
My parents werent nice to me when i opened up so I again said to them that everything I said was larp
Im changing psychologist but no clinic has answered yet even though its been some time -my old psychologist also didnt believe me (my old psychologist and my current therapist are from the same clinic and dont believe me- im still on a waitlist
I told an IRL guy I know about it -he prayed for me and said to not jump
I told another guy but I just explained it to him, he didnt give me any advice

I dont know nigga, i have like done everything a rational person would do

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Ur a schizo nigga

okay

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

If I would have jumped -depending on the way I hit the ground- I would have hit the ground with an impact way above 10 000 Newtons no matter how I landed. I always thought that I might could have survived this but if my calculations arent wrong at least inside of a Vacuum I would have been dead dead

 

[Softmax09]

Ich weiß halt ehrlich nicht, ob ich mich selbst einfach anlüge und denke, dass sie echt sind, oder ob ich wirklich Psychosen oder so habe und denke das sie echt echt sind. Auf jeden Fall sind sie abends viel echter.

J aber zumindest hast du nicht so eine „Full“ Psychose, sonst könntest dus ja gar nicht unterscheiden

Es ist halt, ich muss nur an sie denken und bamm sie sprechen

ja das bhd, kannst dir ja nd aussuchen über was du denkst

 

[Softmax09]

If I would have jumped -depending on the way I hit the ground- I would have hit the ground with an impact way above 10 000 Newtons no matter how I landed. I always thought that I might could have survived this but if my calculations arent wrong at least inside of a Vacuum I would have been dead dead

Welcher Stock wohnst du

 

[negative]

Exactly 37 minutes ago voice 1 pushed me 4 times into making a jump from my window. She said that I should jump. I looked down, I didn’t jump. I thought she was my friend. Since knowing her there were incidents where she harmed me or was mean to me even though she was my best friend 99% of the time.

She never told me to jump nor other voices.
I don’t know why she talks. She isn’t supposed to since I’m on adhd meds. But at night they were always real.

@yyk117 @Nodal @Lamskiiii @loseratgenes @Softmax09

what???

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

what???

Ask?

 

[foidslayer303]

Exactly 37 minutes ago voice 1 pushed me 4 times into making a jump from my window. She said that I should jump. I looked down, I didn’t jump. I thought she was my friend. Since knowing her there were incidents where she harmed me or was mean to me even though she was my best friend 99% of the time.

She never told me to jump nor other voices.
I don’t know why she talks. She isn’t supposed to since I’m on adhd meds. But at night they were always real.

@yyk117 @Nodal @Lamskiiii @loseratgenes @Softmax09

Bro Tf is wrong with U

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro Tf is wrong with U

Nigga acting as if i chose this shit

 

[foidslayer303]

Nigga acting as if i chose this shit

Nigga bist du deutsch amk wie redest du