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nopituitary ltn
Iron
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I have been having one of worst times of my life and keeps getting worse
I have come to the conclusion that the only way for my to feel at peace is for me to get rid of either myself or my parents
The second option is impossible for me to do because it doesn't make sense and it leads to even worse times and it wouldn't solve anything
The first option will definitely solve the problem of not only me being gone and no longer a burden and likely wil make my parents feel at peace too
I feel embarassed to go outside because how short , ugly , narrow and dispropotionate i am
There is not one aspect myself that i don't hate about myself im at a point that that even cockroach lifemogs me i don't do anything i just rot here
Also surgery is kinda of a dream in my country considering hgh and roids are already super expensive
(my family is doing really well compared to rest of the country but i don't think they'll give me money for any of this nor do i think that i will make an amount that i can get surgeries if i don't fail school or get to a top university)
I have come to the conclusion that the only way for my to feel at peace is for me to get rid of either myself or my parents
The second option is impossible for me to do because it doesn't make sense and it leads to even worse times and it wouldn't solve anything
The first option will definitely solve the problem of not only me being gone and no longer a burden and likely wil make my parents feel at peace too
I feel embarassed to go outside because how short , ugly , narrow and dispropotionate i am
There is not one aspect myself that i don't hate about myself im at a point that that even cockroach lifemogs me i don't do anything i just rot here
Also surgery is kinda of a dream in my country considering hgh and roids are already super expensive
(my family is doing really well compared to rest of the country but i don't think they'll give me money for any of this nor do i think that i will make an amount that i can get surgeries if i don't fail school or get to a top university)
it leaves u with so much more satisfaction
