I want to, but I don't know where to start. My past self fucked my future self over so bad cuz I was deep in depression. And now that I'm better mentally it means nothing because my past actions destroyed any chance I have at recovering
I have email fear too
dm if you need advice. Srs
brutal brutal brutal
imagine if it were that easy
Bruh. Same it's a legit phobia for me.
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is it if you have chad cortisol levels
What? You're letting people on an internet forum go through your personal email cause you're too scared of it might say? I've heard a lot of stupid things in my life. This is one of the most.
I haven't opened it in 4 months. Jesus I'm so screwed
Well I know them at this point, internet friends
I have looking at my grades fear
im 18 as well, imagine 2003 being that long away. it's fucking bullshit , i don't feel 18 at all. i feel about 14 or 15
Because mentally, you are that age. No disrespect. I am the same at in mid 20’s. Get off this fucking site and live life.
How badly did you fuck up? I absolutely destroyed my first year
it's difficult to be established in the popular college clique where guys are fucking at least 4 times per week, if you don't play a sport and are non nt. you need a sport and direction, you need to send a message to people that you're goal driven in your sport and you have to actually be good at it. the most popular univeristy students came to college with full rides from highschool athletics
it doesn't feel real, i remember childhood but i don't really felt like i had my chance to be a kid or be a teen, and meet normal teen milestones when i should've. i don't know where it all went wrong, either. everyone is ahead of me .
Imagina a big disaster I literally was fucking retarded and thought I could catch with everything afterwards and that fucking everything up in the first year wouldn't matter
Based chad
I used to hang with guys like these
don't feel bad bro, i feel the same. people often overlook parental upbringing but it's crucial in child development. i rarely left my house as a child due to high inhib parents. they believe i should stay home and avoid "parties". they didn't let me engage with other children unless it were children of "their friends". who i didn't even like or relate with. my parents did this to me the cucked me and sealed my fate, they fetishsize teen pregnancy like it's the worse thing to ever happen ever. they literally act so afraid. their strawman to me wanting to leave the house was "muh getting a girl pregnant". I don't even feel bad about missing out cuz it was literally never my fault lol. i didn't have a say on all of this, infact my parents are super social people either, they have only a sahllow handful of friends each. i was doomed to be developmentally stunted, today i saw two cute 16 year old jbs at a gas station , they were wearing long Ts and short shorts to were it looked like they had on only shirts. one white foid and some high tier ethnic. these jbs were slightly attractive and i new that they were probably liviing life to the fullest and drinking , having sex multiple times per week and partying . i felt bad for a moment then i remembered it's not my fault
I'm in my second semester of college, studying compsci. Gpa is well below a 2.5
It’s ok bro. This society is shit. We are in hell
