Rotting feels terrible

[HTNcutecel]

idk how you guys do it. Decided to rot the whole day on here and sleep in. Being unproductive is the worst feeling just emptiness and dissipointment that you could've been working on a skill, doing something active, or making money.

Knowing I'm a low class npc consumer stuck to my phone against my will instead of a multimillionaire CEO is despair inducing. Also knowing that I'm in a position to reach that as I'm in the land of opportunity is kinda lifefuel but I'd have to rewire my brain chemistry.

Would mushrooms help with that

 

[nathan]

for me rotting is more enjoyable than school/work socializing

 

[Poopless One]

I hate doing things

 

[silently_said]

i have been rotting for the past 4 months with no job
i don't know how people do it for years on end