Sad truth

[Nisse]

The state of my mental health is dependant on how attractive i view myself.

On days i feel attractive and focus on my good physical traits i feel like i am on the top of the world. Im socially way less awkward and i actually want to live and do stuff with my life.

But then there are days when i feel like i look ugly as fuck and unironically have suicidal thoughts. On most of these days i can’t even go to school or outside. I just want to put a bullet in my head.

There is no point in doing anything unless i am attractive. That’s how my brain is like now because of the blackpill. Brutal shit man.

 

[Deleted member 17723]

The state of my mental health is dependant on how attractive i view myself.

On days i feel attractive and focus on my good physical traits i feel like i am on the top of the world. Im socially way less awkward and i actually want to live and do stuff with my life.

But then there are days when i feel like i look ugly as fuck and unironically have suicidal thoughts. On most of these days i can’t even go to school or outside. I just want to put a bullet in my head.

There is no point in doing anything unless i am attractive. That’s how my brain is like now because of the blackpill. Brutal shit man.

never related so much to a post.

 

[Nisse]

never related so much to a post.

Sadly i feel like this is how most PSL users are like.

I thought my depression went away a few years ago but the only thing that happened was me getting a haircut and losing weight. So i simply was happier cause i viewed myself as more attractive. But no, my depression never went away. It always comes back and stays for a certain period until i’ve convinced myself agian that i’m attractive.

The only way out of this shit realistically is to stop caring about looks which will never happen cause of the time i spent here. So i need to become attractive to the point where i never feel insecure about my looks.

 

[Deleted member 17723]

Sadly i feel like this is how most PSL users are like.

I thought my depression went away a few years ago but the only thing that happened was me getting a haircut and losing weight. So i simply was happier cause i viewed myself as more attractive. But no, my depression never went away. It always comes back and stays for a certain period until i’ve convinced myself agian that i’m attractive.

The only way out of this shit realistically is to stop caring about looks which will never happen cause of the time i spent here. So i need to become attractive to the point where i never feel insecure about my looks.

i wouldn't label it as depression. its just that getting blackpilled is a lifefuel killer.

normies have the lifefuel to go after what they want because they can cope with the idea that if they somehow get money, they will get the girls.

meanwhile guys like me have realized that its all about passing the looks threshold + being NT (im aspie)

im running out copes and im very pissed about it. not sure what my nexts are gonna be but its gonna be tough.

 

[Deprived]

ur avi scary af brah

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

this is what happens when you put all your eggs in one basket imo

 

[Vermilioncore]

ugly niggaa cope

 

[Tusseleif]

I feel decent looking most of the time, but I’m not NT or have a social circle and that really affects me mental health the most. How socially underdeveloped I am compared to most people my age and how much I missed out. So I just get that classic no will to live feelings and staying in bed all day. But if there are those days where I’m looksminned or feel ugly then I really feel suicidal. I reckon if I had a normal social life and was nt like how most my peers live I think I would feel fine

 

[Nisse]

i wouldn't label it as depression. its just that getting blackpilled is a lifefuel killer.

normies have the lifefuel to go after what they want because they can cope with the idea that if they somehow get money, they will get the girls.

meanwhile guys like me have realized that its all about passing the looks threshold + being NT (im aspie)

im running out copes and im very pissed about it. not sure what my nexts are gonna be but its gonna be tough.

Yeah.

I had depression for other reasons and got diagnosed with it before i discovered the blackill but when i discovered the blackpill it started fueling the depression and it got to a new level.

 

[Deprived]

fuark ur avi gonna give me nightmares scary shit

 

[Nisse]

fuark ur avi gonna give me nightmares scary shit

Dont worry its temporary

 

[Nisse]

ugly niggaa cope

Nigga?!

 

[chawaje]

looksmaxx, or its getting worse. You either benefit from the blackpill, or it destroys you
find cope looksmaxxes you can do rn like getting better skin hair lashes and shit so you can feel better if you do them and save up for the surgeries at the time. simply no other way not to feel depressed from it