Vermilioncore
ugly inside and out
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I hate my life. I hate everything about it. I hate what everything reminds me of. I hate it all. There’s no escape. It’s an endless cycle. I just have to accept that I have two choices;
1. Deal with this horrible, sad, lonely despondent life and stick it out until I die.
Or
2. Grow some balls, take my gun and blow a hole through my skull and finally put myself and all my problems, sadness, and pain to eternal rest
I wish I could do the second choice, but I’m a coward. Also, I don’t want to hurt the few people on earth that do love me such as my parents and siblings. I know my gf would be hurt and miss me too even though she argues and fights with me and seems to hate me. I don’t want to cause them agony.
I’m not a bad person. I just have bad luck and a bad life.
Peace
1. Deal with this horrible, sad, lonely despondent life and stick it out until I die.
Or
2. Grow some balls, take my gun and blow a hole through my skull and finally put myself and all my problems, sadness, and pain to eternal rest
I wish I could do the second choice, but I’m a coward. Also, I don’t want to hurt the few people on earth that do love me such as my parents and siblings. I know my gf would be hurt and miss me too even though she argues and fights with me and seems to hate me. I don’t want to cause them agony.
I’m not a bad person. I just have bad luck and a bad life.
Peace
