Scared of life after looks altering surgeries

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Like I have my surgeries planned and mostly paid for already, but I can't help but to think how would people react when I would look a lot different.
Idk why but it feels embarrassing to think about that, like I'm sure that most of my friends who would see me would immediately assume cosmetic surgery even before I get the chance to larp about some stupid shit that they'll probably believe.

And it fucking bothers me lol, it makes me cringe and feel embarassed.

But it's not holding me back though, I'm sticking to the plan 100%, I'm just scared what life brings afterwards. Idk. Jaw surgeries for some reason feel a lot easier to larp (I'm getting lefort 1), but I'm also getting eye area work this summer so this won't be that easy most likely.

 

[False]

Dont be

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Dont be

Tbh Idk what to call this mental fear, but ever since I was a little kid, I've been sometimes very very anxious of being embarrassed by others or being put into a spotlight in a negative way. Idk why, ig something happened, even till this day (just turned 21), I'm anxious in classes or when talking to other people. I constantly fear that something will happen which will make me embarrassed asf, and thats literally the same way I feel about the outcome of the surgeries lol.

Don't get me wrong, I think being confident and happy with my looks absolutely mogs that fear and makes it look miniscule, but still... Kinda bothers me

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Some people just have a grocery list of surgeries they plan to get and I usually never see any mentions about the stuff I fear.

 

[False]

Tbh Idk what to call this mental fear, but ever since I was a little kid, I've been sometimes very very anxious of being embarrassed by others or being put into a spotlight in a negative way. Idk why, ig something happened, even till this day (just turned 21), I'm anxious in classes or when talking to other people. I constantly fear that something will happen which will make me embarrassed asf, and thats literally the same way I feel about the outcome of the surgeries lol.

Don't get me wrong, I think being confident and happy with my looks absolutely mogs that fear and makes it look miniscule, but still... Kinda bothers me

I used to feel the same bro

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I used to feel the same bro

Did you end up getting anything? I've gotten buccal fat removal as of now, but yk that's extremely easy to larp that it was weight loss or whatever, noone has even asked lol, people all assume I just dialed in my diet or some shit

 

[False]

Did you end up getting anything? I've gotten buccal fat removal as of now, but yk that's extremely easy to larp that it was weight loss or whatever, noone has even asked lol, people all I assume I just dialed in my diet or some shit

No, not yet since im only 17

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

No, not yet since im only 17

Well I'm 21, I lowkey wish I had the mindset I have now when I was 17-18. I think the earlier you get shit done, the better.

 

[tyler1234]

What do u look like now

 

[notlarpingscott]

Some people just have a grocery list of surgeries they plan to get and I usually never see any mentions about the stuff I fear.

Main surgery that would benefit me is a rhino

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

What do u look like now

I'm that champagne bottle in the background

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Main surgery that would benefit me is a rhino

Lefort 1 for me, my lower jaw is really good, but my maxilla is a bit below average. And some eye area work on top of that would be really good.

 

[mid234]

say you drank some water and did some pushups

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

say you drank some water and did some pushups

I've pulled a similar line already, a girl from my high school told me I look so different now, I told her that I've worked very hard on my personality for the past few years.

 

[mid234]

I've pulled a similar line already, a girl from my high school told me I look so different now, I told her that I've worked very hard on my personality for the past few years.

well played bro

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

say you drank some water and did some pushups

Also I told another dude that I ate horse meat and that's why I look like I do. By the way he reacted, I actually think he bought horse meat the next time he visited a grocery store.

 

[notlarpingscott]

Lefort 1 for me, my lower jaw is really good, but my maxilla is a bit below average. And some eye area work on top of that would be really good.

You got nct?

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

You got nct?

Nah, just bad fat pads.

 

[mid234]

Also I told another dude that I ate horse meat and that's why I look like I do. By the way he reacted, I actually think he bought horse meat the next time he visited a grocery store.

you gotta be an attractive and charismatic ass guy to pull something like this off mirin

 

[notlarpingscott]

Nah, just bad fat pads.

Fair. Maybe some fat grafting?

 

[insignia_]

Like I have my surgeries planned and mostly paid for already, but I can't help but to think how would people react when I would look a lot different.
Idk why but it feels embarrassing to think about that, like I'm sure that most of my friends who would see me would immediately assume cosmetic surgery even before I get the chance to larp about some stupid shit that they'll probably believe.

And it fucking bothers me lol, it makes me cringe and feel embarassed.

But it's not holding me back though, I'm sticking to the plan 100%, I'm just scared what life brings afterwards. Idk. Jaw surgeries for some reason feel a lot easier to larp (I'm getting lefort 1), but I'm also getting eye area work this summer so this won't be that easy most likely.

1) People close to you will get used to it
2) You’ll get used to it and the new quality of life will outweigh your fear

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

well played bro

Yeah it was well played until her LTN boyfriend, who smelled like sweat and piss, showed up and greeted me.

 

[notlarpingscott]

you gotta be an attractive and charismatic ass guy to pull something like this off mirin

lol

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

you gotta be an attractive and charismatic ass guy to pull something like this off mirin

Okay okay this is all larp I'm Barrett actually.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

1) People close to you will get used to it
2) You’ll get used to it and the new quality of life will outweigh your fear

Most likely yeah, but noone wants to be known as the dude who got cosmetic surgery. I'm lying my ass off one way or another anyways, I just hope that people won't start pressing me. Like a situation when someone tells me in front of like multiple people that "oh at least I didn't get plastic surgery" or some unexpectable shit like that.

But it makes sense that people have their own problems and they won't give af about how someone else achieved his looks.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Fair. Maybe some fat grafting?

Fat grafting + canthopexy.

 

[insignia_]

Most likely yeah, but noone wants to be known as the dude who got cosmetic surgery. I'm lying my ass off one way or another anyways, I just hope that people won't start pressing me. Like a situation when someone tells me in front of like multiple people that "oh at least I didn't get plastic surgery" or some unexpectable shit like that.

But it makes sense that people have their own problems and they won't give af about how someone else achieved his looks.

If they say that, just ignore them. How do you actually get bothered by something like that? You let yourself get affected by some fag saying something like that to you?

You can lie / turn people away from thinking about it to the extent that is possible, but still, it doesn’t matter if you get surgeries

I still don’t know how I’m going to explain to niggas that my cheekbones, jaw, and chin randomly gained projection in the middle of the school year (filler). I will either own up to it or say it’s late development. Idfk. Either way, if you seem confident about your decision, people give you less shit for it

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

If they say that, just ignore them. How do you actually get bothered by something like that? You let yourself get affected by some fag saying something like that to you?

You can lie / turn people away from thinking about it to the extent that is possible, but still, it doesn’t matter if you get surgeries

I still don’t know how I’m going to explain to niggas that my cheekbones, jaw, and chin randomly gained projection in the middle of the school year (filler). I will either own up to it or say it’s late development. Idfk. Either way, if you seem confident about your decision, people give you less shit for it

Yeah we'll see what happens, my canthopexy and fat grafting is in 3 months. Got my braces 1 week ago, fortunately people don't ask why exactly I got them, one did, he said that my teeth look good and that why did I got them, I larped some obscure shit about how some certain teeth need some certain room for some functional issues. But yeah I actually got the braces for lefort 1.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I still don’t know how I’m going to explain to niggas that my cheekbones, jaw, and chin randomly gained projection in the middle of the school year (filler). I will either own up to it or say it’s late development. Idfk. Either way, if you seem confident about your decision, people give you less shit for it

500g of sugar and bonesmashing.

 

[insignia_]

Yeah we'll see what happens, my canthopexy and fat grafting is in 3 months. Got my braces 1 week ago, unfortunately people don't ask why exactly I got them, one did, he said that my teeth look good and that why did I got them, I larped some obscure shit about how some certain teeth need some certain room for some functional issues. But yeah I actually got the braces for lefort 1.

Mirin Hope your procedures go well

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Mirin Hope your procedures go well

Thanks bhai. Only one of my IRL friend knows I got the braces for jaw surgery, but again he is a 6ft3 dude that wants to get limb lengthening surgery lol, so we are both blackpilled asf.

 

[insignia_]

Thanks bhai. Only one of my IRL friend knows I got the braces for jaw surgery, but again he is a 6ft3 dude that wants to get limb lengthening surgery lol, so we are both blackpilled asf.

He can just wear AF1s or lifts and he will be ~6’5 (peak height in my opinion)

What a greedy fag

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

He can just wear AF1s or lifts and he will be ~6’5 (peak height in my opinion)

What a greedy fag

He also pulls a shit ton and the women are actually all mostly HTBs aswell, I asked him why tf does he want to get work done at all when he is already at this point, he just said that he wants to max out everything

 

[insignia_]

He also pulls a shit ton and the women are actually all mostly HTBs aswell, I asked him why tf does he want to get work done at all when he is already at this point, he just said that he wants to max out everything

Man

Higher ROI is hopping on gear if he’s already 6’3

Gear & some taller shoes would make him look insane

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

He can just wear AF1s or lifts and he will be ~6’5 (peak height in my opinion)

What a greedy fag

He probably larps too though, like he seems serious and also talks about fat grafting and all that shit, and he is a very good friend of mine, but lets be honest if 10 people want to get surgery, maybe 1 actually will do and the other 9 just forget about it.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Man

Higher ROI is hopping on gear if he’s already 6’3

Gear & some taller shoes would make him look insane

Yeah nigga like I'm 5ft10 in a country where average is 6ft lol, if I want to pull pretty bitches CONSISTENTLY, I need to facially be HTN minimum.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Man

Higher ROI is hopping on gear if he’s already 6’3

Gear & some taller shoes would make him look insane

Yeah absolutely, being tall is a crazy halo alone, add jacked on top of that and ur SMV is through the roof.

 

[insignia_]

Yeah nigga like I'm 5ft10 in a country where average is 6ft lol, if I want to pull pretty bitches CONSISTENTLY, I need to facially be HTN minimum.

What country?

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

What country?

Estonia

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

Tell them the eye shit is because of sight issues/infection basically just make up a shitty excuse that if they question will make them feel guilty the same way niggas don't really question if Ur bald with no eyebrows they just assume you have cancer

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Tell them the eye shit is because of sight issues/infection basically just make up a shitty excuse that if they question will make them feel guilty the same way niggas don't really question if Ur bald with no eyebrows they just assume you have cancer

Bro I can't larp about infection for the rest of my life

 

[insignia_]

Yeah absolutely, being tall is a crazy halo alone, add jacked on top of that and ur SMV is through the roof.

I’m praying I grow to 182-183cm.

I’m 180cm rn but idk man

 

[eyenerf]

Bro I can't larp about infection for the rest of my life

i think ill just say i wanna be a model or some dumb shit like that

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I’m praying I grow to 182-183cm.

I’m 180cm rn but idk man

Tbh, yeah I wish I was taller lol but it's not bothering me, I'm more focused on my face than height, like 5ft10 is usually dead average, yeah I'm not tall by any means but Ik for a fact that I would get LL instantly if I was like 5ft7.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I’m praying I grow to 182-183cm.

I’m 180cm rn but idk man

But obviously I'm not gonna deny that if I was 6ft3 myself I wouldn't even know about .org

 

[eyenerf]

Yeah absolutely, being tall is a crazy halo alone, add jacked on top of that and ur SMV is through the roof.

im 6'2 hltn and jacked and my skinny htn friend pulls more like 10x more

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I’m praying I grow to 182-183cm.

I’m 180cm rn but idk man

I want to have some children with a female close to my height lol, so I could at least maybe bless my children with something. And if it's a boy I'll give him some cool dark triad name, this combined with his tall height should make a couple of HTB's wet instantly.

 

[5OuttaTen]

How would you react if your friend got surgery? You probably wouldn’t give a shit and would forget about it after a while

 

[insignia_]

Tbh, yeah I wish I was taller lol but it's not bothering me, I'm more focused on my face than height, like 5ft10 is usually dead average, yeah I'm not tall by any means but Ik for a fact that I would get LL instantly if I was like 5ft7.

Are your plates closed? Zero chance of you growing taller?

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

How would you react if your friend got surgery? You probably wouldn’t give a shit and would forget about it after a while

Yeah cuz I know the reasoning behind surgeries and could understand him, but lots of normies are retarded and couldn't comprehend the idea. Maybe I'm just retarded, maybe noone will give af and I'm just a schizo fuck in my room at 12AM worrying about stuff that doesn't exist