Acquiescence
Life is jester
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Tl;dr: just dnr if you can’t be assed to read idc anyway I don’t expect anyone to actually read this or care, just compulsively oversharing with online strangers as typical about the same subject matter over and over
Just some current thoughts on surgery and life and shit
- Roping would be the most rational course of action moving forward but 2 pussy 4 that despite all my whining about it so life goes on
- I just want to NEET and rot in peace above all else atp, but that’s not possible for me so wageslaving full time while living with my parents long term for reduced living expenses (in turn facilitating hardmaxxing and a far too late retirement) + a house to inherit + having supportive loving family nearby is the closest approximate I’ll ever get
- Being a construction cuck will likely be my final career path due to 1. Decent income potential for an IQlet such as myself, 2. Less likelihood of being cancelled into oblivion for being a degenerate bper, 3. Ability to take extensive time off for surgery or simply just periods of LDAR to recuperate physically and mentally from work. Also if AI and robotics is truly going to take over all work soon I should hopefully be among the last to lose their job because I’m quite literally slinging the physical wire that will eventually feed electricity to these apocalyptic machines in gigantic data centers
- As much as I’d love to have a Bryan Johnson esque multi-million dollar looksmaxxing / anti-aging lifestyle and procedures regimine, that shit ain’t evvvverrrrr happening for a poorcel like me (same for giga expensive hardmaxxes like LL / CL - I just have to accept I’ll be a 5’10” manlet / 18 inch bidelt framelet for life). So extremely basic softmaxxing routines like spf, taz, dut, min, and once or twice a year visits to medspas for skin touchups on the worst problems areas of the face will have to be it (only exception will be splurging for major rejuvenation procedures like facelift + fat grafting once a decade starting around 30+)
- For facial hardmaxxes I am willing to go the extra mile though (no point in coping with compromise procedures only to end up as a weak MTN and experience no discernible life changes). If I want to even glimpse a chance of reaching HTN I’ll need the full kitchen sink of Giant Implants procedures. Something like OBO + cantho + full face of custom implants + custom genio. Then HT + periorbital fat grafts + lip lift. Nothing to lose as a 4/10 LTN subhuman oldcel so why not (and yes I will let results be shared publicly here). Took a pretty brutal paycut to get back into the trades however, one that’s seriously affecting my savings rate more than I anticipated, so I won’t have the mid-high 5 figure surgery fund to afford all that shit till 2027+ though, rest in rip. Won’t be bothering Liam for a consult till I’m 1000% financially and mentally ready anyways, so the delay has a silver lining I suppose
- Will be a loner for life (excluding immediate family and a couple of irl friends). No wife, no kids. This suffering ends with me. A cornucopia of ND dogshit like Tourette’s and ocd precludes me from that life path anyway even if I was a chad so fuck it. I’ve tried therapy, medication, various mental strategies, just brute forcing it etc and after complete and total failure again and again my conclusion is that until/if/when tech advances to the point this shit can be wholesale cured, it’s over for ever being NT and I just have to live with the pain forever and adapt around it best I can. Not to mention I just find the human condition in general to be abhorrent regardless of my personal circumstances. Hopefully the techbros are right and an AI singularity brings about utopia so all this bullshit in the world can finally end and will have ultimately meant something for once
Daz all, gotta go get ready for my next wagie shift boyos
Just some current thoughts on surgery and life and shit
- Roping would be the most rational course of action moving forward but 2 pussy 4 that despite all my whining about it so life goes on
- I just want to NEET and rot in peace above all else atp, but that’s not possible for me so wageslaving full time while living with my parents long term for reduced living expenses (in turn facilitating hardmaxxing and a far too late retirement) + a house to inherit + having supportive loving family nearby is the closest approximate I’ll ever get
- Being a construction cuck will likely be my final career path due to 1. Decent income potential for an IQlet such as myself, 2. Less likelihood of being cancelled into oblivion for being a degenerate bper, 3. Ability to take extensive time off for surgery or simply just periods of LDAR to recuperate physically and mentally from work. Also if AI and robotics is truly going to take over all work soon I should hopefully be among the last to lose their job because I’m quite literally slinging the physical wire that will eventually feed electricity to these apocalyptic machines in gigantic data centers
- As much as I’d love to have a Bryan Johnson esque multi-million dollar looksmaxxing / anti-aging lifestyle and procedures regimine, that shit ain’t evvvverrrrr happening for a poorcel like me (same for giga expensive hardmaxxes like LL / CL - I just have to accept I’ll be a 5’10” manlet / 18 inch bidelt framelet for life). So extremely basic softmaxxing routines like spf, taz, dut, min, and once or twice a year visits to medspas for skin touchups on the worst problems areas of the face will have to be it (only exception will be splurging for major rejuvenation procedures like facelift + fat grafting once a decade starting around 30+)
- For facial hardmaxxes I am willing to go the extra mile though (no point in coping with compromise procedures only to end up as a weak MTN and experience no discernible life changes). If I want to even glimpse a chance of reaching HTN I’ll need the full kitchen sink of Giant Implants procedures. Something like OBO + cantho + full face of custom implants + custom genio. Then HT + periorbital fat grafts + lip lift. Nothing to lose as a 4/10 LTN subhuman oldcel so why not (and yes I will let results be shared publicly here). Took a pretty brutal paycut to get back into the trades however, one that’s seriously affecting my savings rate more than I anticipated, so I won’t have the mid-high 5 figure surgery fund to afford all that shit till 2027+ though, rest in rip. Won’t be bothering Liam for a consult till I’m 1000% financially and mentally ready anyways, so the delay has a silver lining I suppose
- Will be a loner for life (excluding immediate family and a couple of irl friends). No wife, no kids. This suffering ends with me. A cornucopia of ND dogshit like Tourette’s and ocd precludes me from that life path anyway even if I was a chad so fuck it. I’ve tried therapy, medication, various mental strategies, just brute forcing it etc and after complete and total failure again and again my conclusion is that until/if/when tech advances to the point this shit can be wholesale cured, it’s over for ever being NT and I just have to live with the pain forever and adapt around it best I can. Not to mention I just find the human condition in general to be abhorrent regardless of my personal circumstances. Hopefully the techbros are right and an AI singularity brings about utopia so all this bullshit in the world can finally end and will have ultimately meant something for once
Daz all, gotta go get ready for my next wagie shift boyos
