ManletJordanBarrett
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I’ve been trapped in an endless loop for a year of masturbating and binge eating, regretting it, looking like shit, and repeating the cycle. This loop has caused me immense pain as I’m never happy with what I see in the mirror. I admire Chad’s ability to eat clean and stop his addictions with ease, it’s so hard to do that when your life is awful, my only copes are harmful to me, in order to ascend I have to give up the only things that make me happy, it’s just so cruel that these are the lengths I must go to experience the things that Chad receives just for existing. I see no escaping my inceldom because I can’t put down the slop, but it’s not my fault, it’s the fault of this evil world, brutal.