Self hatred is oddly calming

[one job away]

Realizing that I hate myself more than anybody else can, no matter how bad I fcked up, kinda takes away the pressure. Idk why. But it’s like yeah whatever. Hate on me. Nothing that can shock me.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

real ass post

 

[.👽.]

reminder op is white, tall and good looking and makes such posts

 

[Marsiere214]

but i dont

 

[Luke LLL]

Realizing that I hate myself more than anybody else can, no matter how bad I fcked up, kinda takes away the pressure. Idk why. But it’s like yeah whatever. Hate on me. Nothing that can shock me.

Exactly how I feel bro.

 

[Deleted member 14667]

Realizing that I hate myself more than anybody else can, no matter how bad I fcked up, kinda takes away the pressure. Idk why. But it’s like yeah whatever. Hate on me. Nothing that can shock me.

ik how u feel tbh

 

[one job away]

reminder op is white, tall and good looking and makes such posts

My brain is fcked tho. And I don’t mean depressed fcked. I’m an unbearable aspie. Put me in 100 convos and I maybe not fck up 1. I have no personality. Not interests. Not hobby’s no real friends. No goals. No experiences. I’m 22. lessons others learned when they were 16 I still haven’t experienced. My brain is outgrown tho. It will be very hard to change my behavior. And i will most likely never come close to NTness. And if I’m able to I’m old at that point . You can change your looks with surgery’s. But how do you fix that bro?

 

[.👽.]

My brain is fcked tho. And I don’t mean depressed fcked. I’m an unbearable aspie. Put me in 100 convos and I maybe not fck up 1. I have no personality. Not interests. Not hobby’s no real friends. No goals. No experiences. I’m 22. lessons others learned when they were 16 I still haven’t experienced. My brain is outgrown tho. It will be very hard to change my behavior. And i will most likely never come close to NTness. And if I’m able to I’m old at that point . You can change your looks with surgery’s. But how do you fix that bro?

then find goals, interests, Hobbys and shit. you already go partying or not and took drugs and shit? mogs many guys

 

[one job away]

then find goals, interests, Hobbys and shit. you already go partying or not and took drugs and shit? mogs many guys

Yeah I do that. But I take drugs to become normal and even that isn’t successful. Sure I go to clubs and have looks halo but imagine being so aspie that a girl that calls you cute actively try’s to get away from you after 4 hours.

 

[.👽.]

Yeah I do that. But I take drugs to become normal and even that isn’t successful. Sure I go to clubs and have looks halo but imagine being so aspie that a girl that calls you cute actively try’s to get away from you after 4 hours.

unironically redpill max then